Hey love, you're sexy ❤

2012-01-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

So well, I'm in a boarding school, KYUEM to be exact. It's like in lembah beringin, somewhere along the border of Perak and Selangor. Life there is hard to adapt to. Coming from CHS, I actually have never came from any multicultural class or shizz. Like everyone all pure Chinese and stuff. Lol. And it's like here, everyone is somehow mixed. The Indian looking people are apparently Malays and the Chinese looking ones are apparently Muslims. So confusing :p

I guess everything is fairly okay besides the fact that I hate to wake up, hence the massive skipping of breakfast every morning :/ I mean to me sleep > eat! And I kinda cried during accounts class cause I couldn't do accounting. Tsk I actually feel scared that I'm like going to be the last in class since im surround by the nation's top :o btw like did you know petronas scholars get an allowance of RM500 and Shell scholars get RM800?! Lol massive much for a jungle environment :p

Well I haven't started to rant and rave yet so I better cut to the chase -
The stupid shower has no water pressure. Like the water coming out from the spout is damn miserable. Besides that there is a fucking ant farm outside the apartment next to the dustbin. Spiderwebs are everywhere and it's 10minutes to walk to classes. -.- the food in the dining hall is below averge, I rank it around 3-5/10 and the workers only allow us to take one piece of meat. Like if you take more they will ask you to put it back, disgusting much? And I lost weight -.- and I seem to be late for classes all the time. And I ditched my dance partners cause I was distressed about my accounts and didn't attend dance practice sessions :( I'm so sorry for that :(

And I broke a nice fat rule there that apparently everyone abides to (or pretend that they do :p). I thought it was no big deal cause we're in college already, like everyone would be quite relax and people do it quite often but ... Apparently not ahhaha. #newgurlmistake /slaps self for making assumptions*
Oh anyway everyone is nice here. :D maybe being in the middle of the jungle with no contact to the outer world *being melodramatic here* gives people no choice but oh well. Nice is nice :)

Maybe I will become a better person after all :)

forgotten

2011-11-27T17:27:00.002+08:00

us now.

I was staring at my 2008 yearbook i saw myself, and well, i saw my best friend. I guess we have changed so much ever since we were 14, and we are so different nowadays. To be honest, i dont even know are we different or how have we changed because, we haven't even talked much.

I remembered when one day she randomly whatsapped me telling me that i'm not her best friend anymore cause idk what bull reason she gave but it made me really sick. I simply refused to go to school because of that and i practically cried the whole day. Thats how much it hurt. It hurted more than any heartbreak. No boy can ever compare to that.

I don't know. We used to talk for hours on the phone about any kind of nonsense. She said that now, she doesn't even know half my friends. Well, i mean i was 14, obviously i would have more friends now compared to last time right? I'm sure i'm not living under a rock or something. And i'm sure i dont know half of her friends too, given that she is now is Australia.

What i dont get is that, i mean - those are her friends, and my friends are my friends. We dont need to know each others friends to be best friends right? I know that it's probably easier to know each others friends cause you can discuss and etc but it doesnt always have to be like that right?

I miss everything we've been through. I miss my best friend. But honestly, i dont think she cares as much as I do. Its always been her boyfriend, her boyfriend, and i dont know what. She never confides in me anymore, and I can't even remember the last time we've spoke. Its like. We only speak when she comes back.

I get it that this is a so called long distance relationship but if this is, its like, we'll never get married. lol. It's too failed a relationship.
And its like, i feel hate radiating off us, sometimes. We never used to quarrel at all. I hope this isn't the end. I want this to work.

I miss Nicole.
I IZ MIZZ MAI BITCH :(

us back then; 2008.

Random Musings.

2011-11-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

So like. I'm in the midst of having SPM and i dont really feel a thing. i mean it seems like a piece of paper only. Like how can a piece of paper change my life. I can't believe that this is me, Ching Mae Jin actually saying this, but - i actually dont think i give a fucking damn about SPM.

YEAAAAAAA.

I feel that i am drifting from everyone and gravitating to different people.
And i feel i suck in relationships.

I feel i act more like a guy than a girl in relationships. Maybe its because of this weird sexist thing that goes on that guys can play the field and girls cant. Or maybe it's me, I'm doomed to feel bored within 24 hours and jump to the next thing that catches my eye.

Its a miracle I've been in a relationship for this long. Like, its my longest.

Not without quarrels and first world pains.
I used to have this insanely high standard i want my boyfriends to have when i was errrr, 15? And then i realised that, no one actually has all those. Hahaha. Okay how hard is it to find someone smarter than me (LIKE DEBATE SMART not book smart), into sports, have nice friends, nice body, nice face, street smart, has a life, good attitude, can push me to greater heights, and make me into a better person!

Okay its really quite hard. and then well, my friend has this brother which kinda comes close to that and well recently i realised he cheated on his gorgeous girlfriend and had sex with some random girl.

Righttttt. So this perfect person doesnt exist in the world. LOL. And well like, if assuming that this person exists in the world, what would make him want to pick me over the billion other people wanting this perfect person? Another problem!

Some people just want to jump into relationships guy after guy after guy its like their pathetically needy or something. Like without a guy they're gonna die or something.

As if.

Just in case.

2011-10-21T23:49:00.001+08:00

This is a vainpot picture after so long of not blogging.

I've missed blogging. I really have. Half the time i have nothing to blog about and another half i just feel like shutting down my blog. I missed having the urge to blog after a particular event or to rant and rave. I guess twitter has been the cause of it.

Anyway i just wanted to post something out that i have wanted for a very long time.

Sometimes although our friends are horrible, we accept them because they are our friends but when someone else is being a bitch we go on complaining about them. Actually we are less skeptical about our own friends than other people even though they do the exact same thing. Take me for instance. Bf's friends somehow go around saying 'oh why does she do this this this' but ironically they do the same too, and in some ways even worse. Its like natural for everyone to pay weightage to their friends JUST BECAUSE they know them, it justifies everything that they do.
Think for a moment, why do you feel that stuff that your friends do are not bad where else when you hear someone else doing the exact same thing you immediately paint a picture of them and they are labelled instantly? Isnt that double standard? Well, as for me, i don't really care because to me, i choose to do whatever i want and strangers thoughts are irrelevent, just like a 10cent coin dropped on the floor. The world is never short of judgemental people. You can never please everybody. So why bother trying to please everyone and having a hard time when it's your life to live?

I've always thought of myself as someone brave but as i look back, there have been times i have caved in, and sat in silence just for the sake of not losing face. Looking on an overall basis, i realise that everyone should just be honest and go out and profess their feelings to the person they like. I mean whats the worse that could happen? A no? The hurt and pain of rejection? It might seem the world but that 'no' would be so insignificant down the road. It would be better than to have gone through that rather than to keep it inside you and live with regret.

I, might say that i have made stupid choices regarding my choices of boyfriends but i for one do not regret the relationships that i have been in although it might have been an utter fucking waste of time been handed the ultimate task of waiting to be dumped in fear of hurting the other's feelings and not dying of boredom or being pissed off till suicidal. I call my relationships a 'growing and learning phase'. Sometimes i might have still liked an ex even after the relationship but i might see no point in revealing to them the truth, especially those that love to play mind games because everything would just end up in square one, hence the reason why the relationship failed. And when i mean do not hesitate to come clean with your feelings, i obviously mean it in a responsible and level headed way.

With love, xx.

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2011-10-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

Since form 1 i have known that this particular group exsisted, mainly because i for one wanted to enter that school and well, cause they seemed all so happy and joyous in their every picture. I admire their friendship and loyalty because until now, they have all stuck together with a few additions to their ever so close knitted group. Then one of them made a remark saying that she/he can't imagine making new friends with other people in college because said speaker said she/he could not remember the last time said speaker made a new friend. After browsing some pictures on facebook, i realise that it would be a disappointment for even i, an outsider to see them all split ways as i felt that they are all so close. But high school doesn't last forever. Next year we will be faced with the dilemna each day staring at our wardrobe wondering what to wear, do we dare repeat our clothes in case someone accuses us of repeatedly wearing the same thing. We won't be stuck for 5 hours in the classroom killing boredom and the joy of skipping classes without being caught won't be there anymore. I personally have said that i can't wait for high school to end, but as the days loom by i realise, that i too feel reluctant to leave catholic high. I will miss everyone, especially everyone that has made me and shaped me up to this very day. The quarrels, heated arguements, tears, laughter, embarrassment and such won't be there anymore. We would all try to leave our immature paths behind, or at least try to shield it in fear of people digging up our skeletons. Bitches will always be bitches and as we leave the high school ones, we step into a new relm and make new memories. We can never be able to relive those memories that we had, the only thing we can do is to be glad it had happened and move on.

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2011-09-21T07:24:00.001+08:00

I dont know what i'm feeling. All that i know is that i have been non stop crying for more or less an hour. Everyone is in school and well, junwei has been comforting me. I feel sad. And i dont think i ever loved a guy the way i loved her. All those stupid sluts out there should just like quit finding a boyfriend. Fuck boys okay, girlfriends are more worth it. I do admit maybe i let go a lil on my side but i feel disappointed that she would throw away everything. Wait. I dont even know. I dont even know what to feel. I just know i'm super sad.

#bersih

2011-07-09T07:53:00.001+08:00

I just found out that i love malaysia. Why else would i find myself awake at an ungodly hour praying for the people taking part in #bersih?

This is change. The government has tried to influence peers of my age that bersih is bad by postponing cheer '11, setting up ridiculous amounts of roadblocks, for what you may ask? Bersih is a peace rally, the government is just scared that maybe, just maybe, people will finally open their eyes and see the twisted corrupted ways of the government. If you hate bersih cause of what the government has done, you have noone to blame but yourself that the government you chose is so corrupted until people have to take such 'radical' methods. Btw fyi, a peace rally is not radical, its a frigging walk -.-'

And what does umno come up with? Ohh, a counter rally. Wtf. Inside the bersih rally there will surely be some idiot from the government party to throw the first punch. And Sunday's headlines will be something like 'bersih only brings violence' or some shit.

I love all of you taking part in the bersih march, you all are my heroes. I love Malaysia, but this is for the future, we cannot be dragged down by half past six inefficient corrupted governments. Please stop, stop being selfish. Bn, the people voted for you because they trust you. Why do you always betray them and embezzel their money?

Nuff said.

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2011-06-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

when you see something newer, bigger and better, wouldn't you want to get it?

it's the same for me. i do. but then again, sometimes i see too much of it, and i realise, that there's always something better going to cross my path, something newer, more interesting, and i stop stretching out my hands.

and i let go of the door to another world.

Not as over as you thought you were.

2011-05-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you might think that you're over it, that it will never haunt or maybe trouble you, those feelings will never reoccur anymore, it's in your past, locked up in a chest with the key thrown away. But somethings may not be that way. They'll be forever embedded and carved in your mind, deep inside your thoughts. You may want to erase it, you think you've managed to get over it but when some things happen that strike a little too close to home then the flashback starts and memories come flooding back. And more than often you find yourself crying again regarding the thing that you said you would not shed anymore tears for.

I did.

But I did not regret the choices that I made, how hard they might have been, because if not I would have still been stuck in the past because of it. The feelings might have been genuine and deep but my ability to forget, pretend and to rise above the situation and brush the sand off my feet triumphs that.

What I have now maybe be so minuscular compared to what I had back then but I guarantee even if I had stayed, the waiting game would have still been played. Because even if you don't know me well, I know you like the back of my hand. You said so yourself, I know you better than everyone else.

Because you're indecisive. You can't make up your mind. And I'm sick of forcing you to, and ending up with all the feelings of inadequacy.

Whatever happened in the past stays there.

2011-05-21T11:05:00.002+08:00

Doesn't he look cute? :p

She felt it. She felt the emotions. Sure it was deep down and very minor but she felt it nonetheless. It was there, only just buried underneath with all the feelings she wanted to hide. She chose to ignore it, and willed
never to feel again that way, she was a smart girl, she knew there was no good that could be brought by it after so long, all the drama and the pain that it caused her, all the tears and effort that she had spent, it was all useless, and when she finally managed to leave it, who knew that she had not completely left it, it was still there, merely buried under the surface, hidden by that shroud of haze that engulfed her mind.

She thought, "Maybe i should just walk away. Maybe it's time to leave."

2011-05-14T19:22:00.004+08:00

Disclaimer: everything that I blog from now on will be purely for my own usage. If you quote my blog out of context and try to use it against me I will hunt you down and you can stay in a hotel-ques place eg the hospital that offers you special privileges, ie when you press a button maids will come running towards you :p
Other than that, happy reading! :)

The other day Julian came over to my house when I needed someone to talk to. My dad was like 'I would think that your good friend would be a girl'.

To be honest, the ratio of my close girl friends compared to guy friends is just so miserable. It's not that I don't mix around with girls, it's just sometimes they create so much drama! Ugh the constant drama, fighting over tiny minuscular thing, and I'm like thinking, WHY DO YOU WANT TO FIGHT, PLEASE GET A LIFE! :O

I don't know. Girls are so easy wavered by gossips, rumours and they can be really nice to you and compliment you but at your back they're bitching about you. Girl, please. If not, they'll be like whining about why doesn't their boyfriend does this/ that which is perfectly fine but not when you get all sensitive when he's clearly just talking to that girl and not cheating on you!

I would love to say that boys are better and they don't bitch about you but that's not true. Boys gossip. And they bitch too. But after that thats it. They won't keep a 2/3 year grudge against you. I dont know. Maybe i just hang out with boys more cause since young I've always done that?

I don't know. I admit I can be a bitch sometimes, but who cares. At least I'm straightforward and not some girl without a backbone.

I was never this fucked up. I checked my national ratings for chess, my rating has dropped to 1025 wth. When I was young, I took loads of shitty activities such as ballet, taekwondo, piano, drama, wushu, pingpong, swimming, calligraphy classes, art classes, chess classes and etc. I had the opportunity to do anything I wanted. But as a Chinese school student, you have 8-10 pieces of homework a day not including the shitloads of tuition homework you get. We Chinese school students have good time management. Lol. But all has been lost on me ever since I entered government secondary school.

This is my last year, I have to work hard for spm. It's my future, and I don't expect anything less than myself than the number of As I aim for. Before I stepped into chs, I remembered I had a vision of me being a good kid with fantastic results. Not end up like now what I am, the result of falling off the path paved for me.

I roll with the best, and I won't settle for the rest. I'm going to make it, to climb out of my self-made hole of destruction. I will make it, even if it breaks me.

Oh by the way I just enabled my user comments so feel free to comment any craps and slam me all you want! LOL :)

2011-03-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

well, my blog is dead! i think everyone should like stop reading my blog cause it's a waste of time. LOL.
i just don't have the feel to blog anymore.

went to hospital, had a cyst removal, the doctor put me on a morphine drip but i said no way. now i officially have a 8cm scar from the belly button -.-
i went for HELP MUN.
i didn't go to school for a week, fyi i have 3 weeks of MC :)
i lost my ICC tickets and my mum screwed me up when i called the maid to help me find -.-

I give up blogging.

2011-03-25T22:50:00.001+08:00

WTFF -.-

2011-02-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

oh yeah! i joined MSSS swimming, to boost cv, *eherm!* LOL. okay it was a very failed competition but at least i wasn't like lawton who swam BUTTERFLY in a BREASTSTROKE event. like WTHHHHHHH -_- Oh and smone apparently poop-ed in the pool. lol.

omg idk where the heck did the front part of my post go but i'm too lazy to retype it lol.
sueying sean and aaron were torturing their probationers by asking them to sing love songs and etc. like sean's favourite is asking people to dance to tamil songs and do those weird movements such as :

1. screw the lightbulb
2. stack the books
3. pull teh tarik

LOL.

okay this is retarded.

ahhhh. idk what else to crap out. i shall now continue to redo my stupid essay by leelilian -_-

2011-02-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

so, my friends and i decided to have a little gift exchange on behalf of Valentine's Day where all of us swapped gifts under RM5, like loll!

so well, i got Win-Sen and this is his present :p Its like rm4.99 wtflol, and yes, that is tissue paper :)

anyway, happy valentine's lovelies! :D

x.

2011-02-06T18:49:00.000+08:00

imagine.
life just lost like that, poof! vanished into thin air. i may not know this guy, but imagine, all the hopes and dreams that he wished for, that he strived for, that he could have achieved, all vanished into nothingness.
*ponders*

BRUNO MARS WEBSITE

WHERT ?! I CANT EVEN FIND THE DAMN TICKETING WEBSITE HOW CAN IT BE SOLD OUT x_______x

&; my youtubedownloaded ditched me ):

I REALLY SEEM TO HAVE LOST MY BLOGGING MOJO SHEESH.

I dont know what to blog mhmmm.
I went out today to curve with tneh, yeejin, xian and xinyi to buy olivia's valentine's present. ikr. lol. we were suppose to go for a picnic but failed. so anyway, my mum was like
'mae jin, just know arr, your friend called the house and
friend : is maejin in?
mum: no
friend: *shuts phone*'

and i'm like huh? then i realised that i was suppose to be at curve since 10am, wtflol ! & smore when xian called me i thought it was a dream lol.

I GIVE UP BLOGGING.
CIAOOOO :D

2011-01-16T18:25:00.001+08:00

DOES THIS LOOK LIKE A TOY CAR?

_______________________________________________________________________________

ITS APPARENTLY A PHONE LOL

and it even has a blinged centre button! <3

ANYWAY, I FEEL VERY IN THE MOOD TO RANT :D

So there's this girl that's crazy and thinks that she has some famous persona online and changed her name. Like in her name and school nametag idk what kind of crap school is that that allows people to do that. Okay lah, i admit she has a very hideous name but she furthermore changes her surname to her boyfriend's surname in her nametag. LOL. & she counts the days she's together with her boyfriend that treats her like fuck and does sexting with random girls. & she doesn't believe when other people tell her that and apparently she control's her boyfriend from texting certain people lolwtf idk how does that work.

15 seconds wasted :P

2011-01-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm here to save my blog. Or smth :) today Edmund, jienloon and behkuanjun were talking about politics cause we just took the program maju diri test thingy and apparently I'm suited to be a politician, lol.

Beh: good !
Me: can't earn money lah
Beh: can wan, politicians all very rich one, first make connections then accept bribes, then very fast can be rich!
Me: what rich, have to pay those voters to vote for you!
Beh: then when you have power people will bribe you!
Me: oh yeah. Lol (:

& we were crapping about how the umno dude was saying how Chinese should go back to china and without us and the indians BN still would win elections and then trying to twist his words by saying Chinese are from china, and apparently someone caught his 'chinese should go back to china' speech and played it for him, lol. (Y) (:

Seriously if Chinese went back to china, Indians go back to India, then the Malays should go back to indonesia or smtg! Like hello the original people of the country would then be orang aslis -.-

& like in other countries if their politicians were caught in a sex scandal the person would be too embarrassed to face people and would probably run away to alaska or smtg and in Malaysia hey! They're asking you to vote for them!

& apparently some archaeologist in kelantan and Terengganu found some really ancient chinese pieces that were buried there and the government hid it up cause it proves that we were here in Malaysia before them and they're like illegal immigrants, if thats what they call us ._.

Hmmm, done for now, ta, x! (:

Keep It Alive Mae!

2011-01-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

A short update to keep this blog alive.
I'm currently :
1. Waiting for dear Mae Jin to finish her chem hw. SLOW BETUL!
2. Distracting her on facebook...no wonder she's slow :D
3. Thinking of how to keep her precious blog alive.

Mae, does my RayBan beat your pink one? Hahaha!

2011-01-01T18:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D

so how was your new year's eve? Mine was pretty good i guess, mhmmm :)
so i reached curve around 8.45ish cause gan and jiawei were like calling 'where are you where are you?! we're going curve for dinner meet at curve!' and then when i called jiawei after i reached, he was like 'we're at ou! why're you at curve?!' like lolwtf! so i went to join jab, jybsheng and ooijoshua @ the library.

then after they reached we ate dessert @ sweetchat, then bought snow sprays.
and i realised something retarded! when you go out to the road between curve and ikano, SURELY THERE'S NETWORK PROBLEM, and when you go back in curve, perfectly fine network! lol.

met up with Julian and erm, i wanted to stay and chat but got dragged away by jiawei, lol! and then i was like really really really hungry standing outside there and there was only ice-cream to eat ): & i bought one. & everyone started spraying, and i'm like omg i don't know which is the ice-cream and which is the snow spray so i threw the ice-cream? LOL :D
& I HATE THE BUNCH LOH! Just cause i'm the shortest and my hair is like the best target i got sprayed the most, urgh! When i went home and washed, like seriously there's so much soap that came out lol x.x

walked to joshuatan's house from curve after that and the first thing i aimed for was the kitchen cause i was so thirsty! Gan and the rest didn't want to go in cause he was having a party and errrr ... alot of people were kinda drunk. yeah. I spotted wengwai lying and starring (& maybe talking) to joshua's dog or something? heh :) and then i was forced to pose for some horrible picture by yukane which i know will come out crappy cause my hair was like messy like crazy with all those snow spray -_-

& then we ciao-ed. LOL. like seriously. i went to drink water and we ciao-ed. walked to McDonalds at centrepoint and i went back home to bathe and then after bathing, my cousin called me and was like 'LETS GO OUT (!!!) WHERE ARE YOU!' omgwth. i want to sleep and i'm frigging clean and you call me to go out at 2.30 am -_- nice max, niceeeee. so they're like 'lets go clubbing!' wth -_- so anyway, i was too tired and i didn't want to end up sleeping in a car at 7-8am in the morning? so i just went to sleep. Hahah :) sorry guys ;)

i have to dye back my hair later. urgh.

My New Year's Resolution! (every year is the same)
1. eat more
2. grow tall
3. grow fatter
4. study harder
5. at least 8As for spm!
6. pay attention in school (eg: stop sleeping in class, lol)

i can't think of anything else, ahhaha.
thats all i guess?

i dont want to be a form5. omgggg -_- hello i'm 17 this year. i know like joshua said, driving license, prom etc but its all happening so fast and well, spm? i just don't want anymore pressure. :/

& happy belated birthday nicole! i love you so much bestfriend ♥ :)

i actually watched this weird show, like lolwtf, cause ran out of movies to watch. Hahah. And i was like reading the subtitles. Erm, its kinda bad. Don't watch it, teehee! :D

&&& i'm out, ta! x.

2010-12-22T17:19:00.007+08:00

& MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELIES! :D
yesterday i went to xian's house with YeeJin, tneh and chicken :D Then we went to ou and walked all the way to curve within a record time of 10 minutes ! YAY US (SEE THOSE MUSCLES? THEY'RE FROM OBS YO ! ) LOL :D

altho thanks to obs now patches of my skin are white and some are black _|_

got sprayed by the foam spray by random people wth, and i saw wenhao. ohemgee he's like so frigging buff omg ._.

SO ! OBS YEAH ?

awesome people :*) our friendship will not be forgotten :D // YAC27

came back from obs !

sorry have no pictures cause i'm a lazy human being & a useless blogger, hahaha!

So well, before even stepping foot into the OBML (that's outward bound Malaysia lumut for you) building, at a restaurant, I couldn't eat. Like srsly, I felt like wanting to vomit. Lol.

So on the first day we had a tour of the place, and apparently my dorm was 106 steps high wtfffff -.-

I can't really remember what else we did, lol. The dorm was okay but there was loads of mosquitoes like wth and some girl needed to switch on the lights when sleeping wtfml couldnt sleep that night -.-

So second day we went for a bloody morning jog. Omg it was hellx10! I was like just dying. Why couldn't they do something like long jump or high jumping? Lol! And i realised that my lungs are very weak and i have like really bad stamina and i should cut down shisha-ing and hanging out with people who smoke (craps, lolwtf)

& i think we learned how to tie knots? Yeah. And build a raft with the water drums to make it float. And I obviously couldnt tie any bloody thing cause lack of upper body muscles wtflol so I just stoned around. Lol.

Oh yeah! There was a dude that after morning jog he emoed the whole day and cried and said he wanted to go back home and I and another 2 persons were forced to go and try to persuade him to stay. Like lol.

& I'm not sure but according to smone a Muslim girl in my dorm cried cause my friend refused to go and pray with her at the mosque? *shrugs shoulders*

On the third day we had another morning jog. Eh it was much much easier! (okay the rest said it was harder lol) & did rock climbing I think, and practising kayaking? & we had a hot seat where ppl shared out opinions about each other and apparently I'm uncooperative LOL. I'm sorry I can't tie ropes unless you wanna sink in the water when we're suppose to float and I can't sleep with the lights on, and i seriously didnt hear when you told me to throw the rubbish. Like srsly! Lol. :)

set of for solo camping the next day. Some dude faked sick wth. Like we hiked for 6 hours (with a 10kg backpack on our back whattheheck) and my friend said that I smelt like 500 mosquito repellent on my body, lol! I got some leech bites tho. & then cause we were walking in the wrong direction and it was getting late and it was starting to rain and some annoying dude kept on singing like non-stop the instructor got pissed and shouted at us 'hurry up and follow me, if you get lost i'm not stopping I don't care' (smtg like that) so everyone was like walking at full speed.

& me and a bunch of other 13 people got lost. In the rain. Oh-how great is that. tried to find our way out etc but failed and so we went and 'decorated' a pondok to get ready to stay the night. Aisyah's smuggled scissors that she loaded me was omg a gift from god, lol! & so was my smuggled in lighter, lol. Then cause I was the lightest, I had to like stand on some dude named Julian's shoulder to hang and tie tent sheets to the beam. Then a few of the girls cried. Erm. Yeah. Then we were found? & forced to jungle trek back to OBML at 10 in the night wtf. Total hours in jungle: 12 -.- so we didn't have solo camp. LOLOLOL.

& that dude that faked sick pretended to be so sad that he didn't manage to come with us and he was so ready etc (oh my such lies *tsktsk)

Then we had to clean stuff the next day and we did flying fox I think. Or repealing or smtg. Can't remember. Lol.

Then we set off for group camp - we were suppose to kayak all the way to pangkor. Omgwth. At least is boy girl boy girl pairing so I can curi tulang abit, lololol! Went there, build a tent and seriously couldn't sleep cause the sand blew into my face and my whole neck was filled with rashes (cause of the sea water, I'm like really sensitive like that)

Next day went jungle trekking (again -.-) and kayaking (yes again).
In the morning the dude that faked sick and emoed and cried (yeah same dude) made up a fuss and refused to go and shouted and sweared at everyone who was trying to get him out. And he told me I was a spoilt kid. Yeah right, spoilt huh? Who's the one sitting in a tent when everyone is suppose to go for jungle trekking and whining etc?! Oh cool. So like a guy named Jeremy (Y) dragged him out of the tent by pulling the bottom tent sheet, and his dude (his name is Dylan chan, you can totally facebook him he looks like a psychopath ) punched him. Like seriously. Wth and like kept on wanting to pick a fight with Jeremy, like seriously? O-o dude even I can punch better than you -.- I later found out from Joanne that he's like mentally unstable and punches teachers in school urhhh ._. Supah imba. *shakes head*

then we had free time where many people went to play in the sea with a life jacket. Lol. I hate to wear the life jacket so no no for me :) & after I bathed some stupid instructor pulled me and almost threw me into the sea wth and then my skin was like super itchy where he touched it (@£!?/:¥>$€%!)
Oh! Want to know where Dylan went? He tried to run off into the jungle (like lol didn't you want to avoid jungle trekking?) so a bunch of guys had to carry him back and he got tied to a speedboat back to OBML cause even his parents refused to fetch him back. Lolfail.

Played truth and dare at night and Aisyah got a Bangladeshi boyfriend. Lol. (yes if you're from chs, its the same girl we're talking about, lol) kinda sweet lah :) but our dares were stupid like going in front of ppl and taking of your shirts (for guys) and saying 'i'm a sexy sexy tigeress roar' and another girl was paktoh-ing with a Malay boy (dont ask me why, apparently she goes into boys dorm in the middle of the night wanting to see his abs cause she heard he has abs lol, and she sings stuff like 'kalau kamu pergi sana saya akan sad, kalau kamu sini saya akan happy, kenapa kamu tidak choi aku' lololol. And I was like why don't say smtg more touching like 'saya cinta kamu dengan seluruh hatiku' and she's like 'what does that mean?' ohlol. And the rest of the girls says she's pms-ing so her behaviour is forgivable. Lolwtf. The guys like told me it's like she's despo or smtg. Lol.) Anyway, her brother was hunting down for her cause he said he's a racist. Lol. & she ordered some dude to guard her and watch out for her brother and he asked me to accompany him lol yeah right -.- whatever, i still love her, hahah ! :D

Went back the next day and we had BBQ night. Oh yeah! The imba dude asked some girl out and she was like 'I'll think about it' and then when some other dude asked her she was like 'yes' and the imba dude was like hunting the other dude cause he wanted to spray mosquito repellent in the other dude's eyes wth imba like mad. Then I finally got to see the Malay dude's coverted abs which doesn't look very impressive at all, like yucin's can beat them out flat. Lol. then following day reached home :D

Anyway even though I disliked doing outdoor sports, obs was kinda fun in a way that I managed to make new friends and well, I love them all no matter whatever I posted on my blog (cause it's the truth mah!) *winks* ;p (oh except that imba person which has split personality and I know I'm a bitch lah :p)

Introducing OFF SPRAY!
Fights leeches and mosquitoes and idk whatever. This is a lifesaver in the jungle. Lol. Pronounced as uuufffff :)

& I'm out ;)
Oh yeah! There was this girl whose name sounded like jacket. Lol. But apparently her name is jade-gek. & the imba person asked her in her face 'are you down syndrome? Cause I'm friends with down syndrome people, you don't need to be embarrassed if you are' LOLWTF. oh I admit we also thought she's down syndrome lah but obviously noone said that lah wtf and she like has very bad evesdropping skills like when I'm talking to someone she pretends to walk up and down repeatedly trying to hear what we are saying -.- oh and the imba person said 'I hope she won't be a nightmare, oh wait, she already is' LOLWTFFFFFFF! Hahah.

&& did I say that apparently if you go for obs you don't need to go for ns? HAHAHA :p
& ciao, x !

2010-12-12T16:20:00.002+08:00

OMG I'M GOING TO OBS TOMORROW -______-

okay for those that have no idea what is obs, obs is outward bound school. 10 days in lumut. well they have the camp in PD / Riau thats like 5 days only but my dad's 'like 5 days do what, do the 10 days one!'

so i'm like currently asking people for advice on what to bring etc.

& lizhong told me to bring extra towels and toilet papers etc, and i can't. like seriously. my bag is full to the max x10! cause they 'encourage washing clothes' and i'm not gonna wash my clothes wtf no way. So hence, bag full.

and they want me to bring 5 shoes. YEAH RIGHT -_- WHERE GOT SPACE WAN AH. I already bringing hair dryer. LOL. Yeah i know i am crazy or smtg. HAHAHAH.

OKAY I'M GOING TO FIND MOSQUITO COIL. LOL :)

2010-12-10T16:40:00.008+08:00

Wednesday.

went shisha @ somewhere aka i have no idea with Jacob Ooi. I think it was Dutamas or Sri Hartamas. Or somewhere in between. LOL. ambience was okay, and well, i think my shisha skills have improved. (however it is still quite bad cause of my cute lung which has not enough lung capacity!) LOL. & jacob tried to con me that there's diamond shaped smoke lol -_-

went to mont kiara's mcdonalds and bought some ice-cream andddd ... (okay i probably shouldn't be giving out secrets, lol!) Fyi Jacob has a roxy pencil box that looks epicly gay and colourfull. 'nuff said :D

met Cs @ ou and he has a mohawk! LOL.

Thursday.

went to ou with sueying, cherish, slow, kevin and his 2 lil' brothers.

WE WERE SUPPOSE TO WATCH THE SOCIAL NETWORK AND IDK HOW THE HELL WE ENDED UP WATCHING RAPUNZEL -_-

OKAY LAH THE BABY RAPUNZEL DAMN CUTE LOH :D

AND THE EVIL WITCH QUITE SASSY LOH! HAHAHA.

hmmmm. bumped into Wingtjun, Dex & Gang; Kevin, ZhiQin, Cs, Binhao, erm some unknown that looked like ooijoshua and that apparently knows my name, and some junior from debate that has a spine problem or smtg (eh she wrote it her essay wan ah!) lol.

Hmmm.

& look.

okay i'm done. :D

2010-12-04T17:53:00.003+08:00

HELLO I'M BACK ! :D

so well i went to Penang and Langkawi with my classmates and some form2 (LOL IDK WHY)

story goes like we were suppose to go alone without teachers but then the triple L wanted to tag along so we had no choice but to let her come and in the end she didn't even turn up -_-

& we got screwed by some teacher in the morning cause she said noone greeted her wtf we didn't even see her and half of my friends thought she was a parent.

well, sat on the bus with sueying cause I DON'T LIKE WINDOW SEAT (and christine doesn't too)! LOL :p So erm stopped in ipoh and visited a temple to use its toilet, lol. Then reached penang hill ( i think it's penang hill) where the tokong kek lok si or whatever its name is and walked up.

& I GOT CONNED WHEN I WAS BUYING A HAT ! @#$%^&*

& IT BLOODY RAINED ! So sueying, christine and i ran down to 7-11 (cause we didn't want to feed whatever tortoise and turtles like cherish, kylyn and mabel) and soon after that kuanjun and weijie met us in 7-11 and bought a few bottles of beer.

and then we ran to find edmund and jienloon at some laksa store, and horh ! CYBERCAFE ONE HOUR RM1.60 ONLY WTH OMG DAMN CHEAP!

so then got on the bus and apparently we have to stay @YMCA -_- Then horh, in one hour, edmund and jienloon drank all the beer. LOL. Ate dinner at Gurney Drive and then went to the mall and bought some tequila. & i almost feel into the drain (not gonna talk about it, lol)

Then some retarded form2 boy the teacher WHERE TO BUY ALCOHOL? lol. -_-

I banged my finger against the door! & then had to find yizhung and tzegee (ALWAYS TRUST THE HEAD PREFECT (Y)) for advice. Then tanzhou walked from idk where to the hostel for idk what reason cause he was in penang for some tennis competition which sueying says obviously he will never win. LOLOLOL !

Got a hungover. End of day1.

Went to visit some crappy museum of Mahathir that wasted some time and then went to the jetty. & then i fell when we reached Langkawi cause of a pool of water on the stairs o0o

stayed at century suria.

flatmates : Christine, Sueying, Cherish, Mabel, Kylyn, Edmund, Weijie, Jienloon, Behkuanjun, Winsen and Yizhung.

went to do duty free shopping and bought vodka. hmmm. went to see some lame beach and then sat cable car to idk 705meters above sea level. LOL. At night, [inserts things ppl do when they are drunk but should not be made public] but someone almost slept on the toilet and loads of ppl threw up everywhere & some ppl saw some ppl naked, LOL. & i slipped and fell on the toilet floor. -_-

end of day 2.

Went Island hopping (WTH #$^*#$%) and KYLYN'S BAG ALMOST GOT SNATCHED BY A MONKEY ! and we had to stone in the middle of the lake just because some teacher wanted a perfect shot of eagles grabbing chicken skin on the lake ('nuff said, don't wanna elaborate on that shit) went to a beach and the pregnant woman's lake. and my hat fell in the lake.

swam in the freezing pool o0o and edmund died on the bed cause he was too tired, lol.

had an epic hungover. threw up.

reached home at 10pm after visiting my aunt (she's a doctor) to check my thumb.

group pic ! :D

& i found out that :

Me: can i have XXX pleaseeee ?
Dad: Why do you want it for? Its useless blahblahblah
Me: Why not !
Dad: You don't need it, how many times would you think you use it?
Me: PLEASEEEEE?
Dad: *ignores*
Next day
Me: Can i have an XXX please?
Dad: No.
Following day
Me: THERE GOT SELL! SEE?
Dad: How much?
Mum: You really going to buy it for her ah?
Me: *nods*
Dad: Nah, go buy and don't annoy me.
Me: *TRIPLE YAY!*
LOL

and doesn't sueying look so cool? LOL.

and out :D

2010-11-27T18:52:00.015+08:00

sorry for being mia ! :P

if you followed me on twitter, you can see that i went to india! :D

okay its not that nice as that smiley is trying to tell, lol.

hmmmm. well some people like going on vacations cause they like to sit on the plane/ eat plane food (YUCKSTOTHEMAX -_-) but i don't, its so boring! lol. yeah when i was younger i looked forward to go to the airport and sit on the plane but now? nahhhh. so when i asked my mum, why do we have to go india, she went like 'cause we have no other place to go to'

what about japan! taiwan! korea! (okay nvm about the korea cause we were suppose to go last year but i just wanted to slack about at home, hahah) & my dad's like there's nothing to see in taiwan and he's been to japan and its not really interesting? o0o !

so why can't we go to england or france or italy or smtg?

cause its winter! i don't understand why those people go to europe during november and december when it's like snowing like cuhhrazeh! like the shops close and the sun sets at 3pm and so what are you seeing? yeah duh it's cheaper lah.

so i digress :P

oh i can't seem to do a proper post without drifting off to some other page -_-

so hmmm!

we begun on an unhappy start to the trip by getting delayed for 2 hours at KLIA. whattheheck, make me wake up so early then smore wanna delay?! knn!

so i went transit to colombo (sri lanka) waited for 2 hours then off to Delhi airport.

First thing i noticed was like WHY ARE THERE SO MANY DOGS ON THE ROAD !?

like seriously, dogs on the road, dogs on the pavement, dogs peeing, dogs eating, dead dogs on the road etc.

i was expecting cows.

like WHERE ARE ALL THE COWS?

& at the first sari shop i went in, i was like OHEMGEE WTF MAN 180USD CHEAPEST PRICE ?!!

okay nvm -_- hmmm ! then from Delhi, we went to Agra to see the Taj Mahal !

seriously lah, the taj mahal is amazinglyfriggingbeautifulomgggg! ♥.♥

Second thing.

THE JAM IS !@#$%^&*() ! Like a 5 minutes trip can become 30minutes cause you know the lines on the road to separate each cars? well, normally 3 lanes have 3 cars but in india, 3 lanes then on the road have like 6 cars one line -_- The driver told us that many people die on the way to the hospital in the ambulance cause of the jam O_O

& on the road, beggars will come up and tap your glass and beg. o_o you're not suppose to give cause if you give one, all of them will come up to you and beg too and then you can be like omgwtfbbq -_-

when i was young and went to Bali, i saw these little girls begging us to buy her pens and stuff, and i was so sad and i like cried and cried and cried, but this time, i just like looked. Have i lost my compassion or does this just mean its a norm and i've just seen too much of it that it doesn't leave any impact on me anymore?

and the stupid driver horhh, i said i wanted to go to a shopping mall and he took us to a textile shop! shops selling saris and white marble etc -_- we bought all those stuff already lah c'mon, i want to go to a shop which has international labels -_- but nvm.

thirdly, i saw a hot chinese dude ! (but from china x_x) like seriously, we were sitting at a restaurant and they were figuring out where my parents and i came from cause we were like speaking english (thats what they were saying) and vice versa for us and i thought they were korean! lol. BUT THE DUDE DAMN FRIGGING HAWT LOHHHH T_T now i must practice my chinese in order to converse with hot China dudes in the future! LOL :p

and on the way anywhere you can see random people peeing on the road -_____-

&& some random indian dude told me 'You know Jackie Chan? Jackie Chan is my son' wtflol! I've been mistaken for like a Japanese, and Korean too. lol. then the other day when i had cracked lips (cause of the weather), some person at KFC asked me did i use lipstick or lipbalm, and i was like thinking huh, even she asked me to put, my lips must be really bad and i'm like ohno, i didn't put and she said its nice. lololol !

&&& cause we use the hotel's laundry bag to put our dirty clothes in, they went to take it and dry clean it for us. LOLOLOL. so kena charge lah, hahah!

when we reached India, they gave us this :

In the hotel, they put the puttu thing on our head!

we had to walk through this. like everywear. even in lame cheapo shops! like who would want to bomb those -_-

and we went to lots of forts, zzz -_-

people trying to con us, lol !

CAR PUNCTURED ON THE WAY BACK TO DELHI!

spare tyre underneath

THE FIRST MALL I SAW !

Night time in Delhi
this is only like 4pm in india and there's sunset already !

BOOKSHOP :D

Like seriously in Delhi, there's not really alot of shopping places. Like the only thing that there is to shop is Nike, Adidas, Reebok (dead brand -_-), Puma and Levi's, wth.

AND BOOKSHOPS ♥♥♥♥

books are really cheap in India and my mum's like 'next time you go to uk you can come here and buy the books'

my father bought like countless books!

puma shop in Delhi!

Delhi's airport is sho kewlll :D

And when we transit-ed, we were greeted by this sign AGAIN, KNN (!!!)

never ever gonna sit that airlines again. BANNED.

Going off to Langkawi 2mrw! :D

& visit

http://www.mydreamsareepic.com/ ! :D

2010-11-14T13:46:00.004+08:00

its been a long time since i posted camwhore pictures, so here! LOL.
okay yesterday i ate at Darabif.

at first i thought it was a restaurant, and then walked in, saw the menu, its a fast food chain pulak -_-
the food was okay, but it was kinda slow, because there wasn't many people so they had to make the burgers one by one and not in bulk.

don't ask me what colour is it, i'm not sure myself. hahahah :D

okay i don't know what else to update, hmmmm. watched,

on friday with khoo and kahheng @ midvalley, it had absoloutely no storyline and kind of a bad ending. & it made me feel uneasy, i don't know why, lol.

went with vaneseyeelifern to curve yesterday, catch up! haven't seen her in months. hmmm i just realised she has nice curls, lol. bumped into juinming & family at a hardware store.

okay i'm really scared of report card tomorrow. crap.
&& out (:

2010-11-08T15:39:00.003+08:00

I'M SO BLOODY PISSED OFF -__- I LOST DON'T KNOW HOW MANY SUBJECTS THAT CAN BOOST MY PURATA UP CAUSE OF THE BLOODY HOMEWORK MARKS WTH I GOT ONLY 9/20?! WTF CANNOT GET A LIAO OMG WHAT IF MY PURATA CANNOT REACH 60 WTH END OF THE WORLD LIAO I CAN JUST DIG A HOLE AND DIE (!!!)

some stuff i found on facebook:

before and after make-up, omggg -_-

my beloved malay teacher put PELAJAR TIDAK BOLEH BELI ROKOK! in capitals on my essay! hello i said to curb students from buying cigarettes we should hike up the prices and you tell me that students can't buy cigarettes?! yeah they're not suppose to but isn't the question about gejala social, aka social problems?! aren't students not suppose to skip school/class but thats what we put in the essay or else what are we curbing if students don't do those stuff that they're not suppose to do?! my teacher apparently doesn't know my friends at all, or she's too dumb to know that people actually smoke in the toilet everyday, or maybe she's blind and thinks the cigarette is a lollipop stick.

URGH.

& out.

2010-11-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

short update, loves ! :)

2010-10-30T21:42:00.009+08:00

friday

went Challenger @ ss14 with erm. erm. *thinks* the guys! (thats everyone!) in the morning. hmmm. walked to McDonalds with fiona & kahheng (both stalkers that followed me for idk reason) to eat! lol.

had a taxi snatching session when we were trying to get back to school with ryan etc. i realised i hate McDonalds vanilla ice-cream, sorry, chocolate is for me! :D

saturday

venue : KLCC

humans : fiona, wenli, kangwen, gan, gohweipang, weisian, eelyn (who ciao-ed half way) & me

went to some bakery thing at MIB @ new town with the interactors, then walked all the way to the lrt station with kangwen to go to Klcc for fiona's very super belated surprise party. Kangwen was being just a [inserts word] whining and complaining the whole time -_- reached there, rushed to kinokuniya and got rushed by gohweipang etc cause apparently i spent so much time looking for some bloody stupid philosophy book that was recommended by seanbeh. LOL. & it costed like 94 bucks and i don't think i even will be able to understand it andddddd gohweipang thought it was a book about social problems cause it was called the social contract? LOL!

ate @ the apartment and fiona was like super duper happy omg you look at her face also you feel like laughing till wanna die when she saw gohweipang. lol :)Watched Adele: The rise of the mummy. omg retarded show 2.5/5

before the show gohweipang was like telling me how he thinks its a bad show, then i asked why are we going to watch it and he said wenli booked the tickets, and then after watching the show wenli said that gohweipang suggested it himself, -_-

took lrt back to kelana jaya station with gan :D

ate claypot rice @ choongkee , DJ for dinner

okay! time to rant and rave like a normal blog post and don't give a damn about other people's feelings while i do so just because i like it ! LOL.

you know arrrrrrr ... some people just like to sit at the steps and pak-toh and when they see me ahh, they run away! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH.

okay i just wanted to say that. lol :)

hello if you are reading my blog! such a *foxy couple, LOLOLOL :P

nah i won't give in to temptation and tell you who they are, i'm not THAT MEAN, teehee!

& out, xoxo! (;

2010-10-26T22:17:00.006+08:00

i don't know what to blog these day. hmmm!

i am installing/uninstalling billions of programs on my computer
deleting facebook friends -_- (STILL)
today i didn't go to class and i judged people debating about stuff like how war should be only in DOTA, lol.
catching up my my lost gossip girl episodes ;)
idk how to use pps, the chinese words are too damn hard
oh i think i accidently removed a chs student. LOL. who asked the person to put the name as Al Fateh ._.
stupid miss margaret banned me from flying to langkawi. apparently she wants all of us to go by bus. since when did this become a official school trip huh!
i want to get a job :)
i don't want to go to OBS wthhh. obs is a 10day camp where you learn survival skills and they throw you in a jungle and you have to set up your own tent and they give you 3 matches in 24 hours.
i don't want to go to India (!!!) my father wants to show me the 'poverty of the poor'
brother john refused to sign my program nilam. cool. ._.
i don't want to go prom.
i just realised that adrian is like the best boy i ever met. who else would spend 3 hours on the phone teaching you addmath at 11pm and then at 2am when i said i'll wake him up at 3.15am he would actually wake up and continue to teach me? oh fyi he's single, anyone want his number? :D
i hate boys who play games. i mean yeah it's fun for awhile but you kinda get sick running around in circles.
i think i can actually pass my addmath this time! OHLOL :p
i feel that i'm drifting from my bestfriend. i know there's facebook and msn but its just not the same when you can't come back home and pick up the phone and yell/scream/rant at someone and tell them all your feelings. by the time when i see her, those stuff are like history and it doesn't seem relevant to tell.
i'm not the same person i wanted to be when i entered high school.
my parents refuse to buy me a harp. cause the lessons are like rm400 for GRADE1. O:
played thesims in school today and gabriel and i created a manslut! named SeanHawt! LOL :) but we couldn't find any slutty people for him to sleep around with -_-

i think thats all up with me, mhmmm. blogging in point forms is better :D
and i'm out, x! (:

2010-10-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

WHAT MAKES A CHINESE, WELL, CHINESE ? :)

1. You unwrap gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping and especially those ribbons. (NO)

2. When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out. (does my mum? i don't think so)

3. You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times. (NO)

4. You save grocery bags, tin foil and tin containers. You use the grocery bags to hold garbage. (i think my mum does)

5. You hate to waste food:
(a) Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them. (Your mom will give a lecture about starving kids in Africa ).
(b) You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.

6. You don't own any real Tupperware - only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, take out containers, and jam jars. (NO, i have like tupperwares all over the house)

7. You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel. (NOOOOOOH)

8. You wipe your plate and utensils before you eat every time you go to a restaurant.

9 . You own a rice cooker and a slow cooker. (idk? LOL!)

10. You wash your rice at least 2-3 times before cooking it. (maybe?)

11. You fight (literally) over who pays the dinner bill.

12. You have a teacup with a cover on it.

13. If you're under age 20, you own a really expensive ipod; if you're over 20, you own a really expensive camera.

14. You're a wok user. (nope, don't have a wok)

15. You make long distance calls after 7pm.

16. You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached-it, means they're fresh. (I HATE SHRIMP !!!)

17. You never call your parents just to say, 'Hi.'

18. If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they'll ask if you've eaten, even if it's midnight.

19. Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay indoors when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked foods because such food are 'heaty'. (ehhh not really :D)

20. You use msn with your Chinese friends at work, even though you only sit 10 feet apart.

21. You always cook too much. (don't/can't cook)

22. You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table. (HAHAHANOOOO)

23. You starve yourself before going to 'All You Can Eat' buffet. (NOOO, all you can eat buffet are wasted on me ;p0

24. You know someone who can get you a good deal on jewelry or electronics, computers.

25. You own your own meat cleaver and sharpen it. (whats a meat cleaver?)

26. Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin.

27. You call a sausage a hotdog. (NO I DON'T!)

28. You wrap with napkins all the knives, spoons and forks of the airline that you fly on and put in your travel-bag as souvenirs. (NOPE)

29. You never forget to take with you all the unused bath and facial tissues when you check out from the hotel because you believe that you have paid its all. (NOOOOO -_- those are cheapos low quality types, lol!)

2010-10-05T14:48:00.004+08:00

JOSH BEECH IS HAWTTT.

SUPER EFFIN' HAWT !

OMGGGG

*DROOLS*

sorry i'm into this type.

hahaha.

i shall start my story now ? heh :)

today i had 'a great attire' to school as ah gan says ! LOL

HOW I KNOW EXTRA CLASS NEED TO WEAR SCHOOL LOGO CLOTHES (!!!)

lol. okay it's kinda my fault cause i don't listen in class. or in school. actually, i don't listen at all. lol. fine.

so well, i had to borrow DeJun's supah damn big pjk shirt and wore it over my clothes. but i wore a skirt. and we were suppose to wear jeans. oh-so-damn-cool. but what to do!

and i was hiding from all sorts of teachers the whole day.

not to mention eugene and gan says it looks like pyjamas cause its so damn big.

ohwhattheheck.

have another family gathering later, i don't want to go. gahh!

& i just trimmed my bangs.

i asked the stylist, shouldn't it be better if i have straight bangs, not the ones that look like you have a bowl on top of your head which i see many people are having -_-

and he was like, nooooo, this is better.

actually, this is not better (!!!!) i'm so gonna pin up the sides.

no effin' way am i going to sport a fringe that looks like it was shaped by a coconut shell or smtg, lolololol !

Sejarah yesterday was so damn awesummxxxzzz ! :D

i didn't have blank in my whole paper omggg. well 20% - answers - mine? but whattheheck :p

i totally didn't know how to do the first 20 questions, lol.

anyway, i'm gonna go nap. HAHAHAH

ciao, x ! :)

2010-10-02T17:58:00.004+08:00

so today i got screwed by my dad for being lazy and slacking around.

actually, i don't know why the fuck am i so lazy these days. i'm like 'scoring', fail , C, C, C, B, B, B in exams -_-

i can't cope with science subejcts.

i can't balance any fucking equations, i can't do addmaths.

wait. i'm not so sure whether i can do or not cause i've just not been putting effort in my studies.

i think i used to be quite smart lohhh! LOL. maybe not smart. hmmm. probably just hardworking. i wonder what my primary schoolmates are doing. i bet i'm like the laziest of them all.

crap.

ahhh. i'm gonna save my results, ciaoo! *blows kisses*, x ! (:

2010-10-01T22:06:00.003+08:00

my top hits ! :)

sorry i really don't know what to blog about.

but today i wrote the worse chinese essay in my life. LIKE SERIOUSLY WTFFFF.

i was like 便 here and 便 there cause of limited vocabulary -_-

i pity my chinese teacher. lol.

& i currently have the flu and sore throat. my chinese teacher gave me to drink some weird lemon drink that day and claimed that it was good for sore throat and now i got sore throat. how ironically assholic. lol.

I GIVE UP MY POST. CIAOOOO :D

2010-09-29T15:52:00.002+08:00

I SPOT SOMETHING ON FACEBOOK ! :D

i don't know is this good or something. lol !

ciaooo ;)

2010-09-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

mhmm ! :) so i'm here to update my blog!

actually, i'm just lazy to upload pictures, and without pictures my blog looks boring so i've not blogged for sucha long time, ahaha, lazy me ! :p

so erm. lets start with currently how do i feel etc.

i have a new plan, hahawtf ! so i know you guys wanna know, what is my plan right ?

mhmmm.

i plan to treat everyone fairly with kindness and to be honest and not play games !

LOL. i bet you guys are thinking 'oh wtfff, no way mae jin can do that'. HAHAHAHA :P hey, never try never know right ? LOL ! i'm gonna change to be a nice and friendly person. erm. yeah. hahahah! :)

erm. wish me luck ? LOL , x !

hmmmm. *thinks*

oh ! and i'm also into total transparency. like i won't play mind games anymore. you ask me A, i'll answer A. i won't answer B or C or pretend to switch topic. so ask at your own risk. LOL B-)

& i'm into bravery ! LOL. you know those girls confessing to boys? i admire them. hahaha! i think i did it once when i was drunk tho, lol. i know boys like 'the chase' or whatever shit but games get boring after a while when you're just going round and round with no conclusion. :p

i think you're probably thinking 'why the fuck is maejin into all kinds of stuff wan she sot dy ah!'

oh well, maybe i am ? mhmm ! :)

wish me luck in test and toodles, x !

2010-09-15T14:43:00.002+08:00

knowing each other for a long time doesn't mean anything.

mhmmm ! so i have this friend. i've known him since we were zygotes, like since forever.
we've gone on trips together, i could count him as my best friend.

but nowadays, we hardly talk. family dinners are super awkward with nothing to feel the silence between us. we used to be able to talk to each other without empty silences in our conversation. we talked and talked until after dinner, we still wanted to talk, so we ended up going to either's houses to continue to talk.

i hate going for dinners with him nowadays.

x.

2010-09-05T15:08:00.002+08:00

firstly, i would like to send thousand apologies to my beloved Darren & ChengKeet for not being able to make it to their play. lol :)

sorry, please blame it on my parents who are golf fanatics and went of to malacca .___.

mhmmm! well, as you can see on my facebook status, yes i've been ordering delivery non-stop. i actually tried to eat my maid's cooking for lunch just now, and well. her noodle is like not even fried properly and whats with the whole bunch of carrots !

so i digress :D

erm! mhmmm.

why are boys jerks? kay nvm :)

chinese should go back to china and indians are like dogs !

mhmm. opinion ?

well. if chinese leave the country. oh i'm so sorry you malays will run down the country to the dogs. well yeah. and chinese go back to china, indians go back to india, then where would malays be huh, indonesia?

oh please. indonesia wouldn't even want to take you in.

malaysia isn't even your country, if you're talking about bumiputra-ness, cut the crap. you're not bumiputras, stop trying to claim that you are bumiputras. half of the malays are like from indonesia and god knows where. bumiputras left in the country? sorry babe, they're all still in sabah and sarawak and many of them are in the jungle hunting with billions of piercings and gawd knows what spears stuck in various parts of the body.

so yeah :)

xo, out ! :)

2010-09-02T17:16:00.004+08:00

today i had a wonderful chinese oral. LOLOLOL !

teacher like randomly called me, and i was like ... this was the most nervous i have ever been in my life ! okay maybe not lah, but SUPER DUPER NOT PREPARED LIKE SHIT -____-

& i can't even read half the words on my paper.

and then after school yoonkuang (or wtvr the spelling is) told me that he was sleeping and then he smore heard teacher say 'HAO' to me and he was damn shocked. yeah right. teacher said 'HAO' to me because i totally sucked and she asked me whether i want to continue to do this suckish oral and i was like yeahhh, lol -.-

what am i suppose to say huh? oh teacher, its okay if you give me D because i didn't do my oral and i didn't even read the bloody paper you gave us because why the heck do we have to do a bloody folio for just a simple oral? -____- and i can't read half the words on my paper because i have no idea that you were going to call me and i didn't do any preparation !

& then during recess seanbeh was like 'hey maejin, i heard you failed your oral!'

and i'm like *DSFGHJK !* where did you hear that!?!

and apparently 5 people told him that. -_-

oh this is just so damn awesome.

i got this from an mail :

A 21 year old guy, who used to wear contact lenses, during a barbecue party, while barbecuing, stared at the burning charcoals continuously for 2-3 minutes.
After these few minutes he started screaming for help jumping up and down.
No one in the party could understand why he was doing this.
He was admitted into hospital and the doctor said he could be blind permanently because of the contact lenses that he had worn.
Contact lenses are made with plastics and the heat from the charcoal melted his contact lenses.

omgggg sean just send me the new ipod touch link

apple.com/ipod

OMG FUCK I WANT ONEEEEEEE ! -_________-

& out :D

2010-08-31T15:26:00.003+08:00

well. i have decided to let my blog see the light of day :D

so i took my practical piano exam.

well. yeah. i practically screamed when i played my scales wrongly.

i was like 'ohmygawd ohmygawd!' at the examiner when i played my A smth scale into F smth. :S

& she laughed at me. lol. she said something like she has never seen anyone play like that before.

oh crap.

& i didn't know yamaha piano left pedal's DO NOT WORK -_- i mean like it doesn't mute or soften or whatever the sound. :/

went to see step up 3 with adrian, and met his neighbour. his neighbour looks kinda hot. idk what his name, DJ or BJ or something like that, lol.

i'm thinking of taking up a second instrument.

hmmmm. harp ? LOL !

2010-08-20T21:36:00.004+08:00

ohhhello humans ! & other living organisms :D

my awesome possum form teacher puan azizah has made it a point to lock the doors after recess -_____-
so i got locked out of class. yay me -.- then peichi accompanied me to walk around school, lol ! & we were suppose to go to hockmeng's (or some spelling like this) class, but peichi was reluctant cause she's afraid of his classmates, then tada, we got caught by encik tham at the prefect bridge, wtflol! i was like standing behind the wall cause i thought he would go up to the form5 classes, but apparently not, and he was like what are you guys doing? i just realised that my skills have deteorated like crap, i couldn't even crap out something properly, wtf ! hahaha.

then we stoned outside the discipline room, joyce called us in out in out etc. then there was a form 3 boy that apparently got kicked out of class because he was playing during test during sharmini's period, and he asked me to help him do his test, and he already wrote the question on another piece of paper. so i took the paper up and then suddenly a teacher walked past. GG.

when joyce called me in again, then i wanted to help him, so i said like he didn't ask me to help him, i just wanted to have a look cause he said the test papers were really hard etc. then he went like 'no i didn't! she took it herself, i didn't say anything to her' like that, he was like pushing the blame to me and i'm like thinking wtffff -_-
so when pn joyce asked me again, i was like 'yeah, he asked me to do it'

i think he's going to get 0%. hey, he actually got answers and apparently he also asked rajab, chaoyan ejia etc on how to do his test, so actually he cheated, regardless of whether i did help him or not ! hahah. & i only realised that hey, apparently i know who is he cause i remembered smone wanting to whack him and kept repeating his name a long time ago, lol O:

& limlianne apparently kept her mp3 in her pants (she said they were tight so they did not drop when she jumped) during spotcheck and she told the prefects that it was her house keys. LOLOLOL !
went to mcdonalds to eat GCB with gan, zuxing and kiankun, but i didn't eat cause i said the meat looked *undescrible*, hahawtf !

i found out alot of things yesterday. stuff that i didn't want to be true. oh well.
tried to confront him today but fiona dragged me to tuition lol !

gahhhh, i'm out, x.

2010-08-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

i dont know why do i have a blog when i cant just pour out all my feelings.
went to sri aman installation. met elisha, and i got ditched by kah heng etc cause apparently they were saying they keep on calling me but i ignored them, lol ! so dragged kuokwei etc to accompany me to walk to my aunt's house that was nearby and he kept on sayind 'HELLO AUNTY' to the maid? LOL !

trying to figure out tumblr. see you all soon :D

2010-08-11T18:17:00.001+08:00

I would love to blog, but the things happening these days make me go nuts. Gahhh. Keeping my thoughts to myself. O:

2010-08-01T22:32:00.004+08:00

# MTV WORLD STAGE
I'VE BEEN PUTTING OFF THIS POST UNTIL I GOT MY PICTURES, BUT ... CONTINUE READING AND FIND OUT WTF HAPPENED -_-

woke up, had tuition then went to school to do YE duty at 1.00pm
at home in the morning i suddenly remembered i forgot to charge the camera batt, like wtf! charged it at the PA there, hahaha.
annoyed some people to buy those lame YE products,
hint* annoy those couples dating, they usually want you to eff off / look good in front of their partner so they would buy it from you, hahahah ! :P

then when i went in the car on the way to sueying's i forgot that i left the charger in school. wtffff. so went back to school to get it, then when i got back in the car I FOUND OUT I FORGOT TO BRING THE SD CARD WTFWTFBBQ! ._____.
called sueying to dig out some SD cards, thankgawd there was one that was functionable *wipes sweat*

reached sunway about 3ish, then ate. bumped into many people like kuokian etc :)
met up with the rest : jiawei, mabel, kylyn, suli, kath, mokweijie, tanzhou, jienloon, edmund, cherish+bro, kohjianpang, winsen, and yaufei

then they decided to go eat, wtf. so sueying and i went to meet up with jab, hauwei etc @ sunway hotel and slacked at their lounge. then went to line up. and damn, it started to rain. bye electronics. my pants were effin' wet and i bought shorts. & i took 4 raincoats. :D

- the more i look at bill the more i decide that he's so effin' gay! but i admire his guy-liner :D
- katy was awesome i don't care what cin says about how ugly she looks because she's not wearing revealing outfits ! lol (:
- wondergirls were great i guess but erm, damn sad like not alot of people knew how to sing, lol !
- i got mad screwed by my parents for letting my phone die of batt, wtf ._.
- i begged a random dude to lend me his phone, lol :D
- kohjianpang's phone was DEAD. motherboard all rosak!

went home around 2smtg after mamak with the dudes (:
LEG WAS SUPAHHHH PAINFUL, walked barefooted from the surf beach up to thatidkwhatsthatmamakplace name. I KNOEE, DIRTY MALAYSIAN ROADS BUT WHATEVER (:

THE BLOODY SD CARD DOESN'T FIT MY COMPUTER FORMAT CAUSE IT WASN'T SUITABLE FOR MY CAMERA, LOL -_____-

2010-07-28T15:12:00.003+08:00

Philophobia.

phobia of being in love/falling in love.

mhmmmm :) i think i do have it, hahah. i was worried that i won't love you one day, due to my fickle mind, always constantly changing. but hey! i'm not the only one that apparently has a fickle mind, you do too, congratulations yo!

some people try to tell me my judgement is wrong, but i know that it isn't. my gut feeling is always right, even when i don't want it to be. ahhhh whatever. i'm sick of playing with my brain.

ANYWAY ! installation was fine, went to school with szeteng which what we considered as LATE, but was apparently still kinda early ._.

i'm embarassed for slow. *inside joke* O:

went to assunta's installation, like totally hiked up some mountain to get to a hall which doesnt have air-con and that has 'toilet tiles', (sueting's words) and 'holes in the wall' (daphne's words), lol. i think its just low cost :D

anyway, see you all at world stage ! :D

signing out, x !

2010-07-22T21:51:00.001+08:00

- I realised who I could really trust without a doubt in the world to seek solace when I scrolled through my contacts while I was crying.

2010-07-22T16:54:00.002+08:00

HELLOH ! (readers?) if anyone actually reads my blog anymore, haha !

well, today is report card day, mhmmm :D
was being paranoid the whole day yesterday cause of the dreadful YELLOW PAPER PHOBIA ! O:
was worried that brojo would give me such a holy prize since i always sleep during his period and skip his lab period. not my fault please, he has such a monotone boring voice, zzz !
i mean:

if you look hot, i would pay attention
if you look ugly, i would be alert
if you're a transexual, i would stare,
but you're just, plain boring.
have an attractive voice then lah?
but no, its like a vacuum cleanerrrrr ._.

so well, pn. azizah was like saying i talk alot in class, sometimes i don't pass up hw (crap) and sometimes don't pay attention in class. & SHE SAID THE WAY I TALK IS MANJA. wtflol? what does that even mean? then she said i'm smart and if i put in effort i can get top in class.
gahh !
why couldn't she said i'm slow and dumb? now i presume my parents are going to make me study harder, pfft. O:

so YE is selling this for rm7:

honestly, this is just a load of rubbish. like seriously. even as such a dedicated and faithful YE member i have to admit that our products suck shit !
like i wouldn't even want to buy our own products. like even if you gave it to me for free i wouldn't even take it ._____.

My mother scolded me for making daddy buy the useless YE product, she said, and I quote 'it is worse than those made from china, not fit to even sell at the pasar malam!' LOLOL :)

2010-07-19T17:16:00.003+08:00

Went to zouk with jiawei to meet Mizz Nina and colby o'donis. Apparently colby is kinda cute, *coughs* jiawei's words, lolol ! :p

My dear jiawei didn't wear long pants so we went to klcc to get him a pair. Super retarded, I was like asking workers in isetan 'excuse me, what is your cheapest pair of trousers', hahawtf! And the cheapest pair is not really cheap fyi, it was like 70 bucks -.-

i'm not to sure which pictures are the clear ones cause i'm too lazy to look at it so check my fb for it, lol :)

2010-07-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

HEY LOSER;
You make me doubt my bestfriend cause of what you said :p

Love you, x!

2010-07-07T18:15:00.005+08:00

i've come to resuscitate my blog.
sooooo ... my class placing has came out. cant say i'm happy nor sad at it, indifferent. just that i love that english is counted twice, and not say like, chinese or smtg, ahah :D

so this is my fringe that has become a tourist attraction -_-
it doesnt seem that bad in pictures but it is horrible.

nicole has just put on her braces ! her voice is so kuuiitttt ! :P

i realised that my game is off. i don't seem to be able to wind stuff around my finger as before. and when i realised this, i realised that i've stopped being as careful as before, i do not think before diving into a situation. and now i'm at some cul' de sac that i dont know how to get out off.
should i say or just ditch the situation and walk away?
i don't feel like you meant what you told me.
empty talks.

& should i move to tumblr?

2010-06-30T19:31:00.001+08:00

A friendship is kind of like a relationship, well, without those lovey-dovey stuff, but basically it has the same things needed that is needed to build a relationship.

I'm just so tired of you not pulling your own weight here, you could at least make some effort. I'm just so disappointed and sad. I'm tired of being the one making double the effort to reach out. You're a really good friend and I love you but I just have had too much of it. I appreciate all the things that we're been through but I just feel that to what I put in, you only give back like 30% of my effort. It's not like the world revolves around you and everything has to be put on hold just cause you came back. I mean yeah, I should make extra the effort but what actually is the use when you don't even bother making any for me? You've like left me hanging and you know how's my hectic schedule, with tuition left right and centre. You never ever tried to make time for me but sometimes I think I deserve more. I'm just hurt. I'm just so ... I don't even know what i'm reeling now, initially I was just mad but now I'm just ... Sad. I was so happy and excited waiting for the days for you to come back as the girl next to me in class when she heard her boyfriend was coming back from England. But it doesn't really make a difference whether you're here or there does it? Being happy just makes me more hurt when you don't even bother to make any effort to contact me back. I know you're busy and all that, but like seriously? It wouldn't kill you to call right, I mean at least call BACK right? Or even a text? It sucks. I really admire him for sticking with you through this, if I was in a relationship with you I'm probably die of heartache by now, hahawtf, no pun intended.

I'm crying like some stupid girl that got her heart broken or something, fml.

2010-06-19T22:11:00.010+08:00

In order to keep this blog from dying in horrible ways, here are some pictures :)
be back when I find my mojo ! ;)

2010-06-14T16:42:00.001+08:00

Currently lining up at expo 2010 some shanghai corporation exposition.

Miracle wifiiiiii ! :D but the wifi in china sucks shit. You can only use msn, lolllolololol !

• I ordered wrong food at msdonalds yesterday. -_-
• some weird dude stalked us at some mall wanting us to go to his shop. Like stalked us around the whole mall?
• some dirty local tried to pickpocket me, wtf. Supah lousy impression dy.

- 2hours later -

Am lining up at another pavillion. It's so ridiculous to line up like for 2-5 hours just to see hardly 15minutes of show.
Alot of the pavillions use the 360 ' screen.

I'm so epic bored until I have to restore to blogging by my iPod.

• Whattheheck. I'm lining up and some idiot dirty local is sticking towards me and trying to cut my line. Helllooohhh, I know you have a D cup boob but i so do not get aroused by that and I'm effing not going to let you cut my line ! -.-
*turns around* Ohwait. Maybe it's a C. Hmmmm .... Nope, I think it's just extra fat. Ohwell, not the point *giggles* ! (;

And ... We're in. Never ever go to the Chinese PRIVATEenterprise corporation expo. Am expo pavillion is to show you what that they have, what they do etc. Idk wth is the point of showing balls hanging from the ceiling that changes colour according to the light even tho the dude that came out at the last looked hot, lol ! (:

Oooooo ! Nice hk people are spotted :D
Ahhhh, update you guys later when I find things to criticise about, toodles ! :P

2010-06-06T22:32:00.008+08:00

went to my nephew's birthday @ fukuhara japanese restaurant

Fukuhara Japanese 241-B Lorong Nibong (Off Jalan Ampang) TERRACE @ Hock Choon

ambience was quite nice, there was a mini pool, my cousin kenneth and his wife estee soo had booked the whole play and set it with a soccer themed carnival party for 2 of my newphews, timothy and trevor, 8 and 1 year old each.

they had giftbags even, with uber loads of stuff inside it.

went midvalley with kimyoong, wen han and satia.
Wenhan came like super late and Kim kinda made him run around midvalley? Lol :)
i showed my awesomely terrible pool skills. -_- kimyoong the self-proclaimed beginner won almost every round, lol.
Slacked around, made the smoke content in my lungs rise, killed some brain cells and stonned smore, lol. Tried to get everyone to speak in Chinese but epic fail ):

Ate dinner at TGIF, celery ftw ! :D *inside joke*
& wenhan is a goat? Lol.

The awesome celery stick + pepper + salt + tomato sauce + chilli sauce + mushroom soup + mayonese + water !

Going to shanghai on Wednesday, miss me lovelies !
P/s: Adrian, if you see this, pm meeeeeee ! O: desperate !

And, anyone sells blue hair extensions? HAHAH ! :D

2010-06-05T22:37:00.008+08:00

overdue videos, ahahah !

ANYWAYWAY, today zhiying, jiawei and i stalked jimmychoo, hahahah ! :D
for those frogs that live in a well, this is jimmychoo:

and these are the absolutely gorgeous shoes he make :D

So imma gonna start my story :D
was looking for shoes (as usual), when I went into nose with yingxian and zhiying. Then suddenly zhiying went like 'ehhh! Isn't that JimmyChoo?' & I'm like whaaaat, whereeee ! Then I looked at this dude wearing a blue short with a woman carrying an LV bag, and I was like 'omgomgomgomgggg ! But wait, isn't he fatter?' and zhiying was like 'i don't know!' and we really wanted to ask but it would be really awkward if he wasn't, so like when he went out of the store, we like erm, stalked him.
Then I'm like ... 'let's ask jiawei' (since he is pro in this stuff, lol) and jiawei didn't know too, so ... We googled his picture. It took a darn long time to google it, he bloody wifi in sunway sucks shit ! -___- and in the end we didn't even use wifi.

So well, JimmyChoo was like walking around looking at the 'cheaper shops', lol. And then I forgot who asked me how we knew it was Jimmy , and I'm like, random people don't stare at so many shop's glass windows?! Lol. And then gan, tneh, xian and sian abandoned us cause they weren't interested to know whether he was/was not Jimmychoo, so they ditched zhiying, jiawei and I, lol :)

so after stalking him for abt 750m, we made jiawei go and ask him, ahaha ! And he was really nice, and I think the woman beside him was bored and so used to this, lol ! And after we took pictures with him, loads of people came and took with him, ahahah. I bet he couldn't go home as early as he liked to, hahah !

so besides that, we ate @ sakae sushi, watched prince of persia, rating, 3.5/5

x !

2010-05-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

well, i shall update my dead blog.
first, introducing my new sleeping habits ! LOL. yesterday i slept at 1.45am, woke up at 2.30 then slept back at 5.15am to sacrifice for my beloved chemistry.
sacrifice also useless, keep on memorizing those group 1, 18, 17 but none of it came out, wtf.

&& introducing the setia emas topikal Q and A book !
*jeng jeng jeng*

oh wait. google cannot find the picture, lol ! well, its blue in colour. anyway, the point is that this book uis super useful, all the questions you need to answer for test is in it. like seriously. even the subjective ones. wait, MAINLY the subjective ones :D
i just read one chapter to go for test, thats like 5 pages in that book and i could answer all that bab's one ! LOL :)

shooooo. to my exams !
hmmm. oh yah ! you know when teacher starts collecting the paper and then everyone starts shouting around and copying last minute answers ? well, i asked the girl in front of my how to spell 'EKSEKUTIF' , lol ! and my wonderful beloved pnjoyce just so happened to walk behind me, like wtf ._. mind you, i sit beside the door, and she asked me what did i ask, etc. (mind you, i'm a really bad liar, so i was like 'errrr ... i don't know how to spell executive?') LOL ! and she circled my 'eks--' and was like 'i'll see whether your teacher counts this as lying'.
but thats not the point.
so i told my mother, and my mum was like 'couldn't you lie something better?', like ahahawtf ! & my dad was like 'why were you talking during test?' :P

ahhaah ! well ... my english essay was supahhh awesome.
if it was the correct title, lol. i wrote something that had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH THE TITLE.
yengkan? oh and btw, i don't really give a damn nowadays, altho when i went to ask mdm lee to confirm my 'wrong-ness' of the essay she looked at my in a way that was filled with disappointment + frustration.
and she asked me 'did i teach you wrong?' or smtg like that, and i was like O-o
then she went like 'why did you pick such a hard question !'
and she also said 'why you're always like that, i remember your first term your essay (i missed out a point to 90%) , YES I REMEMBER THESE THINGS (cause i was looking at her in a omgwth way).

oh well.
whatevs.

well, if you're bored, just view the whore's blog.
http://mylifeisgay-nicole.blogspot.com/
she's such a dead blogger but she even updates more frequently than me. oh well.

2010-05-10T19:57:00.007+08:00

i'm sure everyone that is reading my blog is not reading it to see all the sports day pictures, that why there is such thing called facebook. (:

So well, i planned to wake up at 4am because i was suppose to reach school at 4.30, but i set the alarm at 3.40am to snooze, then when i pressed the 2nd snooze button, i saw kangwen's message saying he was already at school and i literally jumped out of bed, lol.

reached school, and wore the costumes, i'm darn grateful that merah didn't have any face paint and stuff cause i kinda have sensitive skin and might be allergic to those stuff.

erm, my marching kinda sucked.
and i even have photos to prove it, ahahah ! my hands were horrible shit, like ohemgee thank god that we won or sean would have slaughtered me ! :S

then after marching and fake smiling while flies were well urhhh flying all around, we finally went back to the lkt room, anddd ... the girl beside me lost her phone. *correction, someone stole her phone. apparently mabel's stuff were open but nothing was lost, and well, my stuff wasn't taken at all.

then the merah-ians went for a treasure phone hunt etc, then sueying and i came back and saw the navinraj person or whatever his name was with a bunch of other 4 random form 2s, with a bunch of prefects and some phones that they stole or whatever shit + rm600.
then went 'round looking for pn.joyce (sorry to all those people whom i annoyed asking for pn.joyce on such a wonderful day, wtflol) :D, bumped into brandon and such and *inserts convo*, went to see kimyoong *inserts another convo*

*you fill in the blank*

so anyway, now everyone wants to whack the navinraj person up, and he has no face to come to school today.

anyway, Merah got M1 D1 ! :D
marching, and deco number 1 ! overall 2 tho, but still - satisfaction :D

& szet was like cursing like mad cause she didn't come and didn't manage to see her idol brianc, hahawtf.

Oh and did i mention that yeshan has numerous stalkers that text him everyday? ahaha, and smore that day while sueying and i were sitting at the reading corner, a bunch of form 2 were loudly commenting about ONGYESHAN and then we later spotted them stalking him during raptai, hahaha ! :D

x !

//edit : 53 phones stolen, only about 20smtg found :/

2010-05-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

Well, I've been a horrible blogger these few weeks.
Oh wait.

//edit: I've not been much of a blogger these weeks.

1. I'm kinda improving. (clap lah!)
2. I'm still lazy to upload pictures tho, ahah, one step at a time lah, don't push me oih ! :P

So well, went to tokio hotel's concert with jiawei, sueying, yingxian, tneh, cherish (& bro) and yaofei. :D

Was drizzling like mad and I wanted to buy some hats but everyone didn't want to.

Met up with slow (aka bryan), kevin, sheryn, junjie, justin and chinhan.

Waited like for 3 hours before the main act came out, pop shuvit's name should be pop SHOVE IT, like they should just shove it, shaddup yo! And bunkface was singing all the songs in Malay and we all were like 'whertttt?' but they were still better than th, altho I have to admit, that th's lead singer looks damn hot ! :DDD

Through my window : melalui tingkapku , lol !

Loads of people were pushing and shoving around, and from the front and centre we kinda somehow floated to the right side, like wtffff ._.
& it was raining anddd we were kinda bathing in sweat, yucks ! :O

Jiawei and sueying wanted to get out halfway (before tokio hotel even came out), like lol ? Cause we finished the water in ermmm, the first hour. and one packet of sushi, ahaha :)
But too bad the security refused to let them.

Jiawei says that tokio hotel's gonna lose alot of fans already, ahah. Not to mention they keep on repeating ladygaga's song.

Well, we did rockkkk and partied like nobody's business, but sadly, mostly not to tokio hotel's music, HAHAH !

Bumped into teckkuan's brother and his bestf, ermm, I forgot his name, yanyi, loads of chs form5-s, and some form3-s, etc :)

So after 3 songs, we went into the aircon, oh-glorious aircon ! & then someone suddenly mentioned that the 2nd song was in German. The rest of us didn't even notice/care, lol (:

Went to cold storage to buy drinks to save our life. & jiawei wanted to shoplift a miserable CAN DRINK, pfffft ! Lol (:

Met up with Gavin and other BU3-ians @ old town and they asked me do i have a twin cause apparently they said I look like mabelli-smtg (erm, idk how to spell the rest), lol. This is from Gavin, whom I have known for 163940107 years? hahahalol :P

@old town:
Slow : why are you combing your hair?
Sueying : cause I got nothing to do !
Slow : *said smtg like so vain*, LOL !

Chinhan : how old are you? You don't look 16, you look 17 ! *refers to sueying*
Me : HAHAH !
Chinhan : she looks 16 *refers to me*
Me : ohthankyouu ! :D *big grin*
Sueying : without makeup and heels she looks 14 lahhh !

Potong steam-Nya weh ! Ahaha (:

& when we had some lil' chat @ old town, apparently the majority terrible concert situation had smtg to do with fat chicks, wtflollllll ._.

Bumped into zianmei on the way to a wannabe mamak before heading to kevin's with slow and jiawei. & I dyed jiawei's pants pink, ain't that awesome? Heh! xD

Well personally I think the concert was kinda lame.
Jiawei says : it's the worst concert I've ever been !
Sueying says : Its TOKIO HOTEL, I can't believe so many people came to see them !

Lol.

*pauses*

Looks at sheryn's fb.

Ahhhh ... She says it's the best concert she has ever been to (:

Oh well, to each their own :D

Vocab : slow - bryanWONG, not to be mistaken as bryanlee or bryanang or bryanwongter-smtg, lol.

Ciao ! (;

2010-04-25T01:50:00.001+08:00

My life is a mess. And no, not a one that one would like to get into.

My grades are slipping, i've spend all my waking hours sleeping and all my sleeping hours, well, sleeping and school is like a blur daze for me. To me, class is like another thing I have to go through, seriously, I've not listened / understand a thing ever since first day of school.

I've not even spent a single day not sleeping in class. You can ask anyone from my class.
Question : the reason ?
Answer : my class is fucking boring -.-

Like for example, last year if I was bored or something, at least people that surround me are interesting and will talk some interesting things with me, or I can always quarrel with kangwen, lol, that sure perk things up. But this year, erm, you probably'll go like 'WHOOO?' if I told you who sits around me.

X!

2010-04-14T20:56:00.001+08:00

I'm just tired.

Sick and tired of dealing with you, and your issues. I've been an understanding friend so far throughout the years and you've been there for me when I needed you but I am so tired with this one thing that has haven't changed, even since when we first met. You know that that one thing is what I disagreex10 with, and i've spent countless times advicing you against it.

But not anymore. I'm just too tired. This Friday, I don't give a damn. Good luck in spoilting your future, I hope you have an enjoyable time being a rubbish collecter.

With loves,
X !

& yay to YE ! :D
Went for citibank stock challenge and out of 7 teams that won, 5 were from chs ! (:

&& done !

2010-04-11T18:31:00.004+08:00

yesterday went to my aunt's house to stay because my parents went taiping to play golf.
went pavillion with nicole & kylyn. nicole drank some stupid expensive godiva chocolate drink that tasted & smelled like milo -_-
ate at mdm kwans, and then nicole's driver dropped me back to my aunts.
was suppose to go out to yamcha with loong but was tiredx10 !

ermmmmm ...

and out, x !
give me inspirations to blog, i'm currently lacking in creative juice. o.o

2010-04-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

i've seriously lost my blogging mojo.
well, on saturday went to ou with siangyi, tneh, jiawei, and gan, watched clash of the titans.
7/10, but zeus and the rest looks like holograms.

ate at newyork deli (Y) !
then went to gan's place later to catch the football match, and off to kayu for supper.

imma gonna blog about irrelevant things.
when we're young, our bestfriends are those that we see everyday in school, like have the same stuff and etc, but as we grow older, i realised that some times, you don't need to see them everyday / every week and you still can be bestfriends.
its like about the trust and bound you both share.

like for instance, when i need counselling *coughs* i always look for julian. hahaha. habitlah, what to do ?

actually, i dont know what else to crap. there's also a limit for my crapping skills. like for instance, i was sleeping during bm and then suddenly teacher called my name out of oral, and i'm like wtffffff, i didn't even memorize anything, so i just crapped some stuff out and teacher was like 'apa tajuk?' when i finished. wtf epic fail -_____________-

why must some boys flirt with other girls and even tell them that they love them even though they already have girlfriends? and then they tell the girls that they are single but tell them not to tell their friends (the boy's friends) because they don't want to answer annoying questions. damn pro. *shakes head* its like do they actually want to keep their girlfriends even though they are so blandly cheating on them. boys boys boys.

x !

2010-04-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

today i went to ou with nicole and some of her tenby friends.
we watched the lovely bones.
it was so. freaking. boring.
the ending and middle was just like the starting, like so incomplete !

the only thing interesting today was that alex went up to the tattoo-er ? dude and asked him 'do you pierce testicles?' , wtflol !

& i was so bloody cold in the cinema ! :S

and my teeth was like chattering, .__. ! whore refused to give me her jacket O: and when we went into island shop *inserts joke* ! :D

ate at canton cause nicole was craving for siewmai, and dragon-i didn't have them.

x, !

2010-03-28T16:06:00.004+08:00

yeah, i'm finally sixteen ! :)
& i'm beginning to lose interest in blogging.
i mean whats the use of having a 'diary' if you can put your most personal thoughts inside?

what was i suppose to blog about again ? LOL. i forgot already.
oh, erm, went to nicole's house to sleepover with kylyn & others, then went to ICC charity concert.
nicole comment was that there is so many gayasses preforming, lol !
then went to ou with kahheng, leslie, brandon, bob the builder, and faris. took a cab from the idk what lrt station.

and stonned in the arcade because apparently there was a fire and the cybercafe, pool and bowling all were closed. i still don't know what did they have to go to the ubowl pool table.

16 things

1. A class doesn't mean that you just have better grades, you have better quality of friends <3

2. just because someone doesn't say the words, "I love you" doesn't mean that they don't.

3. sometimes you have to lose something to win.

4. no matter how much we may care about someone, we cannot expect them to care about us.

5. what people gossip about you is irrelevant. people do it all the time, whether you are there or not.

6. sometimes you have to do what you want to do, and not what others do, don't be a coward and follow the crowd.

7. sometimes although the something you tell someone is undeniably true x10, they just might not be ready to accept it, it doesn't mean they're brainless.

8. if you put effort into something real much, you will get it.

9. sometimes, i look at my other peers, and i guess in some way, i'm glad my parents are strict with me, i wouldn't want to end up like them

10. somethings are not easy, but it might be worth it if you suceed.

11. be with people you want to be (:

12. don't regret things, just know not to repeat them

13. bestfriend : you might not be the one he/she talks to every minute of the day, but you know he/she's always there when you need them.

14. when i want something, i'll get it (attention darren ! HAHAHAHA :D)

15. don't try to screw me over, i'll screw you twice.

16. my life is my life, get your own, don't like me, deal with it.

2010-03-23T21:21:00.004+08:00

click to enlarge.

this is the most stupid advert i have ever seen in my life.

and, if he stroke the lottery, why would he give it to this 'wan natawee' ?

msn is pissing me off. apparently i'm 'appearing offline', but my status shows that i'm AWAY, and i can here that stupid 'te te te' sound.

Sue Ying says :
*oh you know, when you wanna avoid some people, you APPEAR OFFLINE?
Sue Ying says :
*just now msn is APPEARING OFFLINE for you!
*ahaha
*i think

what does that mean ?

Sue Ying says :
*errr
*msn is screwed up!
*ahaha

______________________________________________

today i'm going to touch the topic about peer pressure, LOL.

so you think only some people sccumber to peer pressure? nada.

even foochok does, even though he calls it ermmm ... GOT BALLS. lol !

so well, apparently he always wanted to pierce his ears ever since form2, but he never did it, and then his friends all was like 'say only but never do' etc, *coughs* harassment, wtflol, then he went home, and took a needle and poked 2 holes.

UNSTERILIZED. UNHYGIENIC.

EWWWWWWWWWWWW.

moral of the story : don't DIY pierce your ears at home.

& he taught me how to uninvite people.

if unwanted people ask to come to your parties etc,

say : 'SORRY BUT I DONT INVITE LOSERS/ NERDS/ WANNABES/ RETARDS'

lol. .__________.

SO WHICH DO YOU PREFER ?

OR

?

2010-03-21T21:42:00.010+08:00

LOOK !

i took my spectacles off and it ...

venue : pool -> sunway pyramid @ tgif
humans : look at the pictures.

MY FRIDAY'S PARTY DAMN NOT THE HAPPENING LOH ! ._____.

thanks to the mermaids that refused to go in the pool (expect xian and sueying)
like what is a pool party if you dont go in the pool ? urgh.

actually, it was kind of blahhhhhhh. i woke up in the morning, and thought : WHY DID I EVEN HAVE A PARTY? i hate to melayan people, omg what was i thinking, urghhhhhhhhh !

So this party was just for 'ze buddies and ermmm ... Bw. LOL ! *inside joke*
I wanted I invite some others but you know here not ngam, there not ngam, aihs, fml, I don't care that much.

then fetched szeteng.

my mother asked me 'why got only one boy that didn't go in the pool and just sit at the side there with the girls and the girls all don't want to talk to him one?'

me : oh, they all don't know him

and later that day at sunway, loong asked me 'eh, is [blank] down syndrome?'

LOL ! darren apparently was eager to watch us shisha, like wtffff, but some people didn't want to so we just stonned around. -.-

jiawei said that in lady gaga's telephone mv, she saw my blog post about her thats why she decided to strip, wtflol !

FACEBOOK IS SO HATING ME NOW, fml.
anyway the pictures here are not in sequence, and i'm too lazy to upload all, so its just random.

and i even thought of going to opera for hennesy artistry after getting back home cause fui like hell, lol. but sleep prevails! lol :)
and didn't manage to go to st. patricks ):

anyway gan ! i found a house to crash at next week. my cousin's !

and i found a new way for to do 'zhouji' from tneh ! apparently he says he types it in english, uses the translator to translate it into chinese, lolololol ! :D

and my face got smashed into the cake, .________. it smelled of vomit when i came back home, ewwwwwwwww.

I THOUGHT IT WAS GAN ALL THE TIME BUT APPARENTLY IT WAS LOONG THAT SMASHED MY FACE ! whattheheck, smore i didn't kena him ! oOo

anyway foochok brought along a hot cousin, hahah ! xD

and everyone got clothes for me for some weird reason, lol !

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?comments&v=379688339595
this is me getting my face smashed in the cake. ._____________.

adrian owes my 10 favours for not attending, teehee ! :D
imma gonna force him to come with me to celebrate with nicole, round2, HAHAHAH.

p/s; i know your dirty lil' secret babe !

even on my so -called party, i cannot avoid my 2nd home, aka the arcade -.-

saturday

went to gan's place to play monopoly.

venue : gan's house

humans : gan, tneh, yingxian and your's truly.

when yingxian saw the board, she asked :

why got mayfair all those ah ?

then we all stared at her.

apparently she thought all monopoly boards were hongkong version !

yingxian aka the dog aka tkk died. LOL !

me doing homework and them bundling me up to hurry my homework, cause i 'finished' my homework at home, and obviously cannot do homwork edy lah !

Oh who won monopoly?
Ahhhhhh *smirks* who do you think won?
Heh :P

Doing my 2 months ago sej nota to avoid failing in test, lol !
X !

2010-03-18T16:15:00.008+08:00

venue : kanna -> chs -> lrt, cab -> bird park /dear park/ orchid park -> klcc
humans : christine, kohjianpang, kath, yaofei and yours truly

suppose to meet at kanna at 10, and then the stupid kohjianpang kept on messaging me where are you where are you where are you ! and smore kacau me to hurry up and leave the house, and quarrel with me over the 5minutes difference of school time ._______. but in the end, i still reached there at EXACTLY 10 ! YENGKAN ? *grins*

so we went to school to look for Christine, walk here and there, and ... apparently she was in the front there, the green house marching practice was so pathetic and so few people turned up until i thought that it was some club, lol.

so lrt. doesnt this look like rm10 note is accepted ?
HELLO, RED COLOUR? ITS NOT ? OH I DIDN'T KNOW THAT RM1 and RM5 NOTES WERE IN RED ! -.-

how wonderful huh ? kath lost rm10 because of this wonderful machine, and when we called the person to come out, she refused to. pfft. good malaysian system. how VERY EFFICIENT.

christine and kath, two puteri lilin :)

the bird park cost like rm42, like wth ! and rm15 for mykad, but only christine and someone else brought, so 2 people only went in while the rest of us stonned outside.
and we went to the orchid garden, fyi, it was lame but undeniably free, i know, i'm damn cheapo *BIG GRIN*

waiting at the bus stop for the hop-on-hop off bus. the we found out that it cost rm48 for the whole day. oh. then we took a cab.

this is the oh-so lovely helpful rapidkl worker, NOT.

yaofei took like 5 minutes to cross the road. see how empty it is ?

oh and christine bought like rm7 the whole day, and i was like staring at her and asking WHAT DO YOU EXPECT TO EAT !
and she said, she doesn't intend to eat. oh ._____.

and as i was eating in the lrt, ermmmm ... apparently you're not allowed to? yeah. i was eating under the DENDA rm500 sign for eating. hmmm :/

one more week till the whore comes back, ♥-ed ! :)

myohmyyyyyy, limewire and bittorrent is such pain to download, its so slow !
gotta run, toodles, x !

2010-03-16T21:29:00.004+08:00

i got this in an email, so, well ... can you see the 'supposed' dolphins ?

i can't. so apparently i have a corrupted mind. oh whatever.

venue : ou

humans : xian, yeejin, gan, tneh, and me !

so, went to ou to see alice in wonderland.
kiddy alice was shoooo cute ! :D but didn't really have much scenes of her in it. the white queen was madding, always wacing her hands around so called gracefully, urgh :S
so 3D was sold out ! ))):

went to play pool, gan & i so kickass ! :D

idk what is this suppose to be, ahahha !

my fabulous nails :)

and i think everyone expects me to take loads of pictures everytime we go out cause gan was like 'eh eh ! take some pictures, you didn't take many hor today?'
LOL !

well, ate at @ delicious for lunch, then @ sakaesushi for tea (:

gan came so early, and i dragged him along to go to a million shoe shops, and he made his conclusion : when you go in the shop, you 100% confirm will choose the white shoe to try on !

ahahah.

the whole day they were trying to guess what to buy me for my birthday, and i refused to tell them, like i told everyone, i want to see what you will think i will like.

hahahah. so if one of them ends up giving me some weird leg warmers with stripped patterns or something, i'll probably think he/she thinks i'm a lala, lol ! :D

smore foochok messaged me to tell me that since he is bad at choosing present, he and loong will sit next to me the whole time for dinner and be my boyfriends because what can be better than that ! ermmm ... *speechless*

fyi, its not because he's good hearted, its because what can i call them to do when we're having dinner ? feed me spoon by spoon ahhhhh ? lol !

hmmm ...

come to think of it, good idea huh ? HAHAHAHH ! :D

2010-03-15T17:45:00.006+08:00

well. my dad says that he's gonna check my blog for swear words, like .____________.

so, i'm gonna start sensoring words, lol !

can you see ?
anyway, yesterday i went ching ming with my mother's side.

look, they even have a LV bag, LOL ! until my cousin spotted that its not an LV, its an LW, -lol !
mahjong set ?

all burnt.

my aunt claims that my grandfather went to heaven *rolls eyes*, so i'm like why are we even burning all these stuff ? aren't we just cursing him to go to hell ?
the money are called hell notes fyi, so if he went to heaven, doesnt heaven have everything ? o-O

candies from canada ! :D me likey :)

anyway, today went Bangsar with szet, burned darn lots of calories, shopping was fineee, but i couldnt find any white heels, (N) !

lol. ate at alexis (:

not satisfied, am gonna annoy gan & rest 2mrw for my heel shopping, lol ! :D

toodles ! (:

2010-03-10T15:08:00.009+08:00

HELLO LOVELIES, I'M FINALLY BACK ! CHROME HAS DITCHED ME ! O:

i don't look like me in this picture, anyway, just here for a short update !
well, i've been sleeping like one / one and a half hours these days, so well, yeah !

tuesday i slept at 2 and woke up at 3.30am to study then straight away went to school !

so during chem test i was like half-sleeping, then the bell rang, i got up, saw the time on the board 8.20-9.50, and it was like 9 already and i only finished 15 OBJECTIVE QUESTIONS !

& then during sejarah, because like who even has time to study that crap subject when you have chem on that day ! i totally tembaked everything, and didn't bother to check the answers. i mean i don't even know how to do, checking won't make a difference. i love sueying :D i probably won't fail thanks to her ! hahaha :) & i slept on my paper, then when teacher collect the paper that time, i woke up and was like

me : EH, WHERE IS MY PAPER !!
sueying : teacher took it already
me : HUH ?
sueying : yeah, you tied already right ?
me : yeahhh .. but i was sleeping on it !
sueying : she just pulled it.
me : ohhh ...

so apparently i was mad sleepy!

& YEAH, IMMA WONG NOW, LOL !
WongMaeJin, sounds damn chio kan ? lol :)

*thinks what to blog*
OH YAH ! my erm, specialverybestfriend kangwen (he calls himself that) asked me to blog this.

on sunday, i rang up kangwen to teach me physics, then he was criticising that my calculator was NOOB ! fyi, my calculator is newer version smore, suppose to be more canggih one kay !
later that day in school the mokweijie and sueying also said that my calculator is noob, wtf ._.
then i effing read the manual book. LOL :)

and after we finished our convo, my phone there said 01.01.01
exactly one hour, one minute and one second. hahahaha :D

oh, and btw, maya karim is apparently cheating on her husband, lol !
apparently everyone knows it, fyi, he's a teacher in Alice Smith and he's about to divorce her or something ?

& thanks to kangwen that saved my moral paper !
i have so much confidence in it, lol.

at my dark circles ! this was at 4am in the morning.

so after test, we had free period and stuff, so i went to s5 to 'keng' with ming ging them, because i saw limserkian ( is it the right spelling?) outside my class. then when i went back to class, liangzong say that she wanted to count the number of people in my class, who ponteng and stuff, but yongkang was there to help me 'ding', so (Y), love him !

then i went back to s5, then teh suddenly came in to count the number of people that ponteng and stuff, and lizhong and i was like 'omgggggg-ing' , thank god ming ging is the KT, lol :)
so lizhong and i helped 'ding' for those absent ones in s5.
after that she paid a visit to my class, but apparently Joyce was already there, counting the amount of people, AGAIN ._.
apparently my class is very loved by disciplinary teachers, -.-

so then, liangzong told me blablablahhhh, Joyce wanted to see me asap.
so i went to my not-so-second-home-anymore and joined humans such as Jiawei, Samuel etc outside there.
then finally it was my turn :

Joyce: Where were you ?
Me: oh, i was in s5, DOING ADDMATH
Joyce: did you have permission, did anyone let you go ?
Me: there was noone ...
Joyce: does that mean you still can go ? does it mean noone is there then you can just go?
Me: ermmmm ... no?
Joyce: *looks at socks* i can't see your socks
Me: ermmm .. *grins*
Joyce: *waiting for me to pull it up*
Me: ermmm ... they can't be pulled ? *grins stupidly*
Joyce: you're a big girl now, you should know that these kind of socks are not allowed, you're a big girl now, i don't need to tell you this.
Me: urhhhh, i ran out of socks? (omg, what a stupid thing to say)
Joyce: that means you have to buy socks ! that'll be rm8 *triumphantly exclaimed* (nah, just exaggerating, lol)
Me: pull out my socks now? *looks around, but sees no socks in sight* and erm, i don't have any money with me now.
Joyce: where you keep your money huh, in the bank? and yeah unless you want to wear 2socks, throw it in the dustbin. *takes blue card, opens*
so, you're one of the naughty ones huh?
Me: *wtfffffff? because i have 2 boxes, fyi, it just was cause i didn't bring chinese textbook; oh and btw, only 3 people kena blue card before*
Joyce: i will keep an eye on you, so 4 boxes, for keluar class tanpa pass and for STOCKINGS.
Me: HUH, STALKING?! *thinks* ohhh ... okay.
Joyce: ok, bring these cups down to return to the canteen (points at 4 cups) *because apparently some idiot cut his hair and all the hair dropped into the coffee, thanks alot dude ._.*
are you sure you can handle it? if you spill it you get to mop!
Me: urhhhh ...

*does their dirty work then comes back, stands outside*

oh, and loh thinks that Maeqi is my sister, lmao :)

ADD MATH !
lack of time, but i'm quite satisfied with my paper, even tho i left 30MARKS WORTH OF ANSWERS BLANK !
cause i dont expect anything from my addmath, i was quite calm while doing it, lol.

x !

2010-03-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

I've hardly felt this way for a long time already. The giggling/laughing feeling i get when I see something [-]
It reminds me of good times :D

Btw, I found another J ! (; I mean not replace him, but someone that brings the same type of laughter to me. Want to know why am I so attatched to him ? Cause nobody can answer my questions like he does. He knows what i am looking for specifically. And well, he knows me very well. (;
Yes, he can be a pain sometimes and gives me headache, but you know somethings in life are just worth it right ? A friend like him certainly is :D
I miss him O:

Well, I'm in an epic good mood today, anyone can dump me now, and I'll still be smiling like crazy, teehee !

X.

2010-02-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

just a short update :D

this is ganzhiming ! :D

hahaha. i bet bryanwong is going to call me later tonight to tell me how ugly i looked like as a kid, hahahah. i think i was 2 ?

thanks to him, i slept at 4am ! ._. we talked for like 4 hours, wtf, mostly talked about some dude. and some girl. that reminds it, i haven't facebooked her yet ! HAHAHA :D

i looked fine when i was 4. hahaha.

well.

click to enlarge !

D’ Italiane Kitchen,

PG-01B, Ground Floor Jaya 33,

Seksyen 13,

46100 Petaling Jaya.

(d’italiane kitchen is located next to Bruno’s facing the main road.)

03 7956 3684

food rating, quite nice; 3.5/5.

but for their spaghetti, souled out ones are better :D
soup portion went down, but the pumpkin soup was quite delish ! i usually don't go for the pumpkin stuff as i dislike pumpkins, but theirs was nice, yum !

usually some people are jealous about their friends because they are smart / pretty / people like them, and etc, but i'm jealous for different things

i'm jealous because of education.

i'm jealous because all of my friends that are about same ... monetary *coughs* status, and they all go to like international schools or abroad and have better education, unlike us stupid public schools that learn moral and have to take it for spm, like wtff ? who is even gonna care ! how is it even useful ? and alice smith and such has like psychology and media studies, like whoa ?

oh, this is because. i'm an only child. -.-

so they have no other kid so i must stay here until spm. wherthurf? i once asked if i got a scholarship, could i go ? and they were like no.

gawd. O:

well, thats enuff rantings for today, toodles !

2010-02-21T17:29:00.009+08:00

Saturday ; 20th Feb

went to tham's house for lion dance, then euchern wanted to play cards, but. tham. ying. hong's. mother. banned. us. from. playing. with. money, wtflol !

so we played with peanuts. but then euchern was like 'how do we change back into money?' because obviously everyone will deny, so he made a rule that the loser gets to each the peanuts.

so we played in between. and i lost. so i practically ate 5 x 6 x 2 ? about 50 plus, since some peanuts didn't have a pair in them.

helping our fab loser peel of the skin

then 2nd round, jiawei lost. but we upped the stakes, so it was 7 x 6 x 2 ! :S

i doubt any of us will be eating peanuts for some time. then the lion dance came, then since qianxi couldn't come to the party, the party came to him ! :) walked to his house to kacau him, then went ou. on the way, yinghui & etc wanted to recreate AUTUMN, like wtf !

so they all threw the dry leaves into the air to capture some 'oh-so-autumn' spirit / fun / idk ?

& i was like 'ew, there is ants ! bugs ! the leaves are like dirty !'

went ou, ate @ NEWYORK NEWYORK DELI ; and those people decided to play truth & dare, with my itouch, so erm, i ended up kissing joanna, yinghong ended up kissing euchern, yinghong drawing on jiawei's sole of the feet, jiawei smelling my feet, yinghui 'fingering' jiawei's toes, me squeezing tomato + chilli sauce in my mouth together, euchern blowing some 'so-called-spices' on to yinghui, yinghui skipping around the restaurant etc !

epic fun ♥

then jiawei and i went to zhiying's house (that took 45 minutes to find) and met up with 'ze buddies ! :D loveddddd !

humans ; yingxian, jiawei, darren, weisian, kangwen, tneh, gan, zhiying & me ! (others include yizhung, parkchuan, zhuoxu, hsienming idk whats his name, some prefect, his name, his name and his name)

we were playing cards while those others were playing mahjong on the floor ? lmao

lost money ! :S (even tho blackjack loads of times)

then xian's nice friendly awesome mother fetched weisian, tneh, kw and i to tropicana city. *coughs* LAME MALL !

idk what is jiawei doing tho, probably humping hsienming ?

oh and i had a cheap dinner.

rm2.99 plus 79 cents. from carrefour, because the stupid mall didn't have anything nice to eat !

cheapest dinner ever ! :D

yingxian spotted tanmengyah ! LOL. we watched percy jackson and the lightning thief, *pauses for the swooning*;

sat 3rd row ? wanted to take a picture of everyone leaning down but FAILED !

and then i wanted to go mamak stall, so we went to the waisekkai which was SO NOT A MAMAK STALL, then went to stone in McDonalds @ ss2, went to look at a dvd shop then went back home.

i love yingxian's mother :D

SUNDAY ; 21th Feb

went to bryan's house.

took like half an hour to find it, stoned, talked some crap, apparently he has 2 dogs. one dog looks sick. (sick as in ill, not sick as in perveted sick)

lunch ? went to a cycbercafe to eat ! hotcup + snow juice? = rm2.50 + 2 = rm4.50

i think at this point blog readers will think i'm trying to save money by eating rubbish, but no.

food is different, i will always to be able to collect the money spent back from my parents;

SO NO.

meet bryan

met amandafoo ! (:

walked all the way from his house to bitzone, was sweating like a pig ! ._. & back

bryan that is such an awesome friend pointed out to me that my moral pictures looked damn fake, so ... 'tada ! he's my brother' yeah. i made him (and his mother) to pose with me, LOL!

and i played dota at his house. hmmm ... actually i don't think that was playing. i kinda chat nonsance with the players while the killed stuff. dota people are really rude, ahahaha !

bryan is the awesome dude that got D for chinese in upsr, and ... he says he's chinese is better than his malay, so i was like oOo, but he got a B for it in pmr, so ... [blank]

and he cant read the word 报 !

hahah !

and he blinged my phone, just a lil tho, haha :D

p/s : i'm so jealous of julian low ! damnit ._.

2010-02-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

do i look smart or do i look smart ! :D
i so do.

went sunway with adrian today! went all around looking for a pencil box. CAUTION: never go shopping with adrianchia he makes you spend money. under his influence, i bought rm129 pencilbox. like wtf. gone up to rm1000 this week, pfft !
I PROMISE MYSELF NOT TO BUY ANYTHING FOR 6MONTHS. :S

this is adrian @ station 1 . people meet adrian, adrian meet people.

we walked out of 2 restaurant because of his indecisiveness! oOo
first was zanmai, we walked all the way up and into the restaurant when suddenly i asked him : do you like sushi? and he said he hated sushi. wtflol ! so then we walked to station one, looked at the food, 'you look at me, i look at you, what to eat?' so we walked out. some weird creepy guy wearing a yellow shirt with a large forhead kept staring at me and i was like oOo, according to adrian he looks like an alien ? oh wait. was it according to me ? ah whatever, so we finally ate at Zen by Secret Resipe.

went to watch Valentine's Day; quite nice / funny (Y) !
when i walked out of the cinema, saw a million people like chaks, jiaen, xq, alyssa, jim, eugene, zekhong etc ! then walked abit more and saw peksee and cheryl. also bumped into engkeong, tzechair, ,shengzhong, shihkuan, daoer, and idk whats those people name.

went to the arcade, and saw the 'so-called-alien' that apparently adrian knows, ohemgee ! you look at me, i look at you, you look at me, i don't want to look at you, i run away !

mhmmmm, still googling my aural, gahhh !

(3.75 / 5 ! )

the horrible leftover food. (most of it was adrian's ! ) *coughs* food waster !

i want this bed ! price ? rm11,900, oOo

adrian says bye ! (metaphorically, of cause !)

toodles human ! :D

2010-02-16T15:32:00.009+08:00

well , sorry for the hiatus ! :D

*thinks of how to start*

look at my wrapping, its so awesome, ya ? khoo says it looks like i bought it, i know, hermes ribbons ! ahahah :D darn waste of them but its still ribbons at the end of the day, what am i suppose to do with them, tie it around my hair ?

chinese new yearrrrr, ermm ...
reunion dinner, this year, i got 250bucks from my father's side only. AM. DAMN. SHOCK. like financial crisis ? ._. 2 people gave me 15bucks, ohemgee. its not to say that they're short of money or something, but 15 ? HELLOH, YOUR KID EFFING WENT TO CAMBRIDGE ! -.- / YOUR KID IS A BANKER, YOU LIVE IN DAMAMSARA HEIGHTS AND UR NEIGHBOUR IS RAFIDAH ! / MY MUM GAVE YOUR KID 50 AND YOU GIVE ME 15 ? (melody says its more than 200%, lol ! )

so ... moving on, went to mum's side, which didn't really celebrate as my grandfather passed away end of last year ... i think one week after Julian's grandfather passed away? damn coincidental. so ... can't collect lah! went to visit grandmother @ sunway hospital, she's kinda in critical condition then went to cousin's house @ Shah Alam.

walked to Uncle Johnny's house for open house with derrick and sebrina, and ... tripped on a hole on the way, ._.

'fake taking angpow', moral project, take #1 !

face can't make it, only for teacher's eyes.

OH, btw, you see the few people in the pictures, NO, THEY ARE NOT MY ONLY COUSINS, i have ermmm ... 30 on my mum's side :D

mhmmmmm ...
hanhuang was grabbing my phone and sending lame stuff to darren, since i deleted all of my inbox and sent messages and there was only one message from darren, wtflol !
then they (andrew, hanking, hanhuang, kimberly) went to call some random and was like :
'eh, XXX, your name quite nice huh, i'm sure you got a nice face, you better tell me [insert] if you want to keep that face' ; like wtf ! harassing my friends, hahah :D
and
'EH ! GIVE ME A NAME, I DONT CARE, GIVE ME A BOY'S NAME , LIKE WHO MAEJIN SITS WITH , A NAME !' (the person gave Darren's name, hahawtflol, darren says he's damn dumb)
and
'HOIH, WHERE YOU LIVE, I WANNA MEET YOU' , like wherttt ?

and andrew even put the reminder on his phone to everyday go and call that number. wth.

OH YAH ! played blackjack yesterday, kissass luck, got blackjack 5 times ! :D
gan is trying to find a place to gamble, is anyone willing to sacrifice their house ? jiawei says GO TO THE CINEMA, like -.-'

YES, the umbrella is a professional thing, its not AN UMBRELLA, hahah !

and YES, my cousin is a professional photographer.

apparently she took pictures of this sultan of johor or something,

*points down*

and amber chia too !

look, my stupid maid killed my paperclip ._.
& can anyone teach me how to budget ? spend 600bucks in 2 days, fml. ._.

&& darren says i now am allowed to put the word *JENGJENGJENG*

'community service'

in my college admission forms ! :D

because derrick, (blahblahblah, studies engineering etc)

is a part time photographer, too got blablablah for blablablah, idk what shit, and i'm going to be on the government health department adverts, lmao.

x & o !

2010-02-11T21:12:00.004+08:00

in carrefour @ tropicana city
ONE FINE DAYYYYY :D

OH, i just want to apologise beforehand if this is your mother / aunt / grandmother / granfather in drag / whatever, you get my drift.

this human has a PARIS HILTON BAG, and she wore WHITE EYELINER.
sorry, my stalking skills are kind of lamex10 :/

kay, nevermind, MOVING ONNNNNNNN ...

see this nice grandfather / grandmother ?

normally, you will think, 'oh ! sucha nice friendly/ honourable / berhemah tinggi / hargi diri / bertanggungjawab / anything from the bidang 1 lah !'

BUT ...

*jengjengjeng*

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TADA ! THEY'RE STEALING ORANGES !

i dont know why these lame people can just stand there and unpeel the oranges, and eat it ? its considered stealing. -.-'

LOOK ! CAN YOU SEEEEE ?

tada ! (:
wongjunyik wrote this for me, hahawtflol ! :D

& i just recieved a text :

hey guys ! just to let you know, cf is on tomottow. from 12.35 to 1.00pm. At the Cf room. Hope to see you there! Please tell others. God bless.

WHERTTTT ? ._. since when was i in Christian Fellowship ? and how did they even get my number ?
kay, nevermind; if you are in CF, hurry and thank me for informing you :D

tata, x !

2010-02-09T23:57:00.003+08:00

Do you know that our year spm has ABSOLUTELY ZERO objective FOR CHINESE ? Omggggggg ! The previous years one has at least a few but starting from our year ? ZERO, ohgod.

Kuanyee told me that he has lost confidence already after seeing the model paper. And I'm like 'i don't know how to read / understand a thing' gosh :S

Oh, and besides that, just last week, when I was with my 12 year old cousin that was doing homework, I offered to help her do, andddd ... I can't read the standard 6 textbook.
Yeah, I really can't.

P/s : congratulate me for being the first person to kena the honourable blue card ._.

During leelilian's period today, she screamed at some poor idk what's his name dude for not sticking the papers into the book, and chased all those unlucky humans out of he class, like whertttt ? She didn't tell us to do, what does she think we are, some kind of mind reader ? O.o
Well, I just tembaked everything and simply stuck everything because I knew that if she sees me not doing homework and stuff again I will die in an absolutely horrible way, urgh.

Those people that got chased out of class? They kissed their 10 homework marks goodbye. BUT, the gorgous blue card is still clean. Wthhhh, I still have the honour *shakes head*

- x & o !

2010-02-07T17:43:00.000+08:00

just a lil update !

- x & o !

2010-02-06T20:29:00.001+08:00

I am currently wearing my rumah shirt. But I did not go to school. Why you ask? Because my stupid alarm clock betrayed and died on me, like wth!
So I woke at erm, 6.38, and looked at the clock, it said exactly 12.00 !
Then I rushed to brush teeth, changed then I rushed to the window anddd ... Ohgod, the transporter was here, she said she'll be at 6.30, I was told, ohemgee, what to do ?
Wake the mother !
And my mother went down to say idk what things and then, while I was tying my hair, I looked at the time, aiyah, gonna be late edy, and my mother surely will force me to eat breakfast, dunnid go lah, ahaha.
So I called goey to apologise then ... I went back to dreamland.

How was your merentas desa? I hope you didn't die on the way hmmm (;
Did that girl ermmm, Elaine / Emily or whatever that girl from yellow house faint again ? She seems to be fainting prone.

Just now while I was finding my slippers, I found one side of it under a bunch of shoes, like wth, who put it there, and the another was lost ? So I called the maid to ask where was it and the bloody asshole told me 'kamu sendiri cari la!' whattheheck ! -.-' she's being paid to do this, helloh ?

- x & o !

2010-02-01T22:50:00.006+08:00

me : eh ! 'xin nian' that time invite us all to your house yeah !
darren : *messages later* you said xin-ning asked you to come to my house?
me : ._.

oh well, sorry for the hiatus !
erm, i have no idea what to blog about so i'll show you all some interesting pictures.
i'm sure all my blog readers know by now when i mean interesting pictures, it usually means something disgusting / perveted / almost-porn ? LOL.

so now, erm, as you might have heard, alot of airlines sales are decreasing,
so how do you solve it ?

Answer: Dump the male flight attendants. No one wanted them in the first place.
Replace all the female flight attendants with good-looking strippers! What the hell, they don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss?

The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a 'party atmosphere' going in the cabin. And, of course, every businessman in this country would start flying again, hoping to see naked women ...

Because of the tips, female flight attendants wouldn't need a salary, thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that we could charge the women for working the plane and have them kick back 20% of the tips, including lap dances and 'special services.'

Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women. Hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues.

This is definitely a win-win situation if we handle it right; a golden opportunity to turn a liability into an asset.

& a joke to end the day ! :D
never lie to kids :

There was this guy sunbathing in the nude at the beach.
Well, this little
girl comes up to him, so he covers his private parts with a newspaper.
The
little girl says, 'What's under there?' The man
answers, 'A bird ...' The girl goes away and the man
falls asleep.
When he wakes up, he is in a hospital and in great pain.

A doctor comes up to his bed and asks, 'What
happened?'

The man answers, 'I don't know. I
was at the beach and I fell asleep after talking to a little girl.'
So the doctor tells this to the Police, and they go to the beach to
find any witnesses.

When they get there, they see the little girl the
man was talking about.
So they ask her if she did anything to the man.
She answers, 'I didn't do anything to the man, but while
he was sleeping, I played with his bird. After a while, it spit at me, so I broke its neck, burned its nest, and smashed all its eggs!'

oh wow. i just realised my blog is like a porn site, hahawtflol ! ._.

2010-01-30T15:38:00.002+08:00

i wanted to ask something yesterday, to clearify some issues.
but it doesn't matter anymore.
facebook.com clearified it for me already.

oh well. i'm fine.

just stop lying, please.

yesterday kenneth was the only one that could read the emotions on my face.

it was filled with worry.

everyone else said i was emoing/looking pale.

i guess it was also filled with sadness.

many people asked my why but i couldn't answer them, i wish i could.

why is it always so hard to get the only thing you ever wanted compared to the rest ?

i just opened the chemistry reference book and i started crying.

maybe its because i realised that i don't understand anything in the book, or maybe its because ...